As usual its quiet 
As quiet as before 
I like it like this
But there is no comfort 
I love it at night
Also hate dark place
Where are u?
Girl, im so alone

Try to let go
Trying to forget
I dont care how ing lonely u are, u said 
You are so bad
You are so mean
Whats wrong with u?
Why i still comeback to u?

I look, up to the sky everyday
I try, held my head up high
I still, same pain, same scar, same thoughts
I near, giving up too easy for me 

I look, try to change the way im thinking
I try, i want to stay positive, is what i telling myself
Always distract myself from having thoughts more and more
I dont know, but i should really let u go

Im going anywhere that i could
As long as i can Forget u 
But its not that easy
Its not that easy 

I do everything that i can
Forcing myself
Stopping myself
but Its not that easy 
So i put that phone on airplane mode 

Enough with that words, 
Enough with that hope, 
Enough with that bull, 
Just go already.
U said something, 
But why act differently? 
Do u mean what u said?
I dont know what to trust
Stop it already!

Im tired try to reach u out
Dont worry i wont come again
I know u tired with the same again and again
Airplane mode from now on 
Already use with these loneliness
You not the first
They grow distant from me
I am alone from  the beggining

I dont know
I dont know what to do 
I dont know 
I dont know what to feel  
I dont know
I dont know how to turn
I dont know
I dont know what to believe

This one side story
Only heard from my side 
I dont want to assume 
I dont want to guess 
I want we to talk
Pour everything u feel 
Tell me everything  u want
I  want to return the favour
I wont leave u alone

Im going anywhere that i could
As long as i can Forget u 
But its not that easy
Its not that easy 

I do everything that i can
Forcing myself
Stopping myself
but Its not that easy 
So i put that phone on airplane mode