I'm really sorry, but you guys should know that I'm currently not able to update any of my stories.

I haven't been able to write something proper for around 1 week and I don't have the energy to push myself to write something.
I don't want to post half-hearted chapters and stories...

I'm not going on a hiatus, nor am I dissapearing. I just wanted to inform you guys that it could take some time till I come up with a new chapter.

It's my own fault.
I should've finished some old stories of mine before starting new ones *sigh*

The inspiration and want to write is there, but as soon as I sit in front of my laptop...I've forgotten how I wanted to write the scene that was playing in my head. Does that make sense?

And time isn't on my side, as always.

I know. My life is pretty 'normal'.

I go to work, reach home in the evening and then I have around 3 hours time to do stuff I enjoy. So I shouldn't complain...

But, lately I realised that 3 hours isn't much.
There are soooo many things I would love to do, but I simply don't have time for it.

The past week I've been re-reading some of my favourite books. And when I stopped reading, it was already time for bed and I thought like: "Noooo! Haven't written something useful T____T"
It pisses me off, because I know that a few of you are waiting for updates, and I would love to give them to you...but lately I can't seem to write something proper.

I'm a fan of many things, and lately I think I should do more of them again. Not only coming home and writing on my fics. But maybe coming home and reading a few chapters of a new book and drawing again. And then the next day I could write a new chapter or maybe watch a few old 2PM videos or new MV's from other KPOP artists.

I've done that the past week...and I have to say that I felt more...relaxed(?) when it was time for bed.
I used to think: God. Sleeping, waiking up, dressing, going to work, coming home and writing. And then everything starts anew.
It was getting kind of boring? IDK >.<

I want to read more. I want to draw more. Dance some more. Cook some more. Watch more episodes of my fav series. Watch some 2PM and KPOP videos. Meet friends and Family. Go shopping...

Therefore, even if I had never been fast with my updates, I want to warn you guys that it may take me a while to finish upcoming chapters for my fanfics.
 

I want to enjoy all of the things I love to do, not only writing.

I hope you guys understand that >.<
And maybe someone can relate to the things I've just said...

I am working on new chapters for 'The Slave', 'At All Costs' and 'Arabian Nights' as well on a new fanfic that is written for my and Phias 2PM project.
I won't give up on those stories. Because in my head they are already finished, planed through. And I know many more will follow. Because I love out boys and writing too much to just give up on it ^^
I'll just need a little bit longer to really finish them, oki? :)

Sorry for the long and boring post.

I hope all of you are doing fine? :)

See ya on my next update~♥

Lot's of Love, Banana_Dreams