I'm actually scared...

Ok. This blog post titel isn't going to be a trick...like a few of my previous blog titels...

This one is, even if I would be more than glad if it wasn't, the real ^^

Many authors are currently suffering health wise. And I wished that it wouldn't apply to myself but it does.

It's nothing 'big'...or at least I hope it doesn't turn out to be something big.

 

A few of you already know...but most of you don't. I guess I'm writing about it today because I have an appointment in hospital in a few hours...and that's actually scaring the out of me ^^"

 

Ok...

I'm not sure if many read my Halloween fic 'Oblivious'. No, I'm not advertising xD

It's just...that the 'illness' Khun has in this story is...actually mine ^^

I have severe migrains.. so sever that when it hits me I can't see. And sometimes I can't feel my fingers and arms. No. I don't have a tumor...at least ai hope that's what they'll tell me after my appointment today ^^"

 

The past month I had 10 attacks...sonething never ever hapoened before. Therefore I decided to see a doctor.

 

Yeah. That was it? ^^

As said...it's not that big :)

I'm a positive thinker~ So it's going to be ok, right? :D

 

Sorry for grammar...I wrote it while my dad drove me to work ^^

Wish me luck, kay? :3

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missterious
#1
ugh *hugs*
i am a migraine-sufferer too. lifelong :/
so far nothing has helped other than...as weird as it sounds, CRYING while waiting for a painkiller to take effect. i've talked to another migraine friend about it and she ALSO says crying releases the tension. maybe because muscles around our eyes/head are busy with something else, the migraine has a moment to calm down.

i've lost my vision during migraines, or just before one hits. i've never lost sensation in any body parts, but i've had ringing ears, which is another common symptom.

so far nobody's diagnosed me with anything specific, and continue trying to help me simply cope with pain. i do notice i get less frequent migraines when avoiding stress, and not sleeping on my left side (because it CAN disturb blood flow in that awful 'migraine vein' on the left side of your head). i used to get migraines 3-4 times a week, and was told i was getting dangerously close to advil-overdose, because taking too many can cause rebound headaches. these days i may get one a month, which is crappy but SO much better than what i used to have.

let us know how the doctor's appointment went.
curseofpandora
#2
Mooone ;___; *clings*

I really hope the results will show that it is nothing serious. Praying for your health here.
Stay strong, love, you know you can count on us for moral support and a shoulder to cry on should it be necessary, don't you? ;__;
poisoncheecks
#3
so how did it goes?u have the result.alrdy? hope nothing is serious :/ my friend have migraine issues too and she's taking steroid meds to make it in control.

hopefully everything is okay mone
samito #4
buena suerte
-Yuan-
#5
It scares me too just from reading
I was thinking while reading 'Oblivious' that it must be so horrible and I hope no one I know ever gets this 'illness'
and than boom you are just telling me so bluntly .. its so weird because I don't know OI was so atached and I had that weird kind of feeling that it hopefully doesn't belongs to you ebcause wlel you portrait it so well.

Anyway you will now more afte rtodays apointment and what ever they ell you don't forget that we are always here for you and that their is always hope and I will pray for you and I am realyl always here for you to talk and well anyway
good luck ♥
paper-hearts
#6
Rooting for you. Hope its just a case o strong migraines.
We are with you ♥♥♥♥♥
KimberlyPang
#7
I will pry your good health from here, sis...
Please do take care
Pry that is not something 'big'
m(( _ _ ))m