Introducting Myself

Hello there! I know this is weird, but I got this random idea during my class today. I felt like I never really introduced myself. So I'm going to do it now. 

Hi! My name is Stacey, but you guys all know me as CloudieSky27, or Cloudie for short. 

I'm 18 years old and I am currently in my first year of college as a double major in Biology and Biochemistry, with hopes of studying and researching genetics as a future career. I was born and raised in the US, but my parents and sisters are immigrants. They were all born in the Dominican Republic, which is where I usually spend my summers since almost all of my extended family lives there. So I do speak Spanish fluently, and I can read it, but I can't write it. That was the one thing I've never been taught to do. I honestly don't know which language I learned to speak first though. My mom says it was a mix, and I learned the languages together. Apparently, while my parents taught me Spanish, my sisters taught me English, since my parents couldn't really speak my English. I've also been learning French for about 7-8 years now, but I wouldn't say I've very fluent with it. I think I could get by pretty well though. 

I have two older sisters, so I'm the youngest in my family. My oldest sister is 7 years older than me, and the other on is 4-5 years older than me. My eldest sister came here when she was 5, because she had Leukemia. My other sister stayed in the Dominican Republic with the rest of the family, because my parents didn't want to risk her getting sick as well. It was only I while before I was born that my parents got their residency and my other sister came. Originally, my parents only wanted two kids, but because none of the blood was working on my sister that was being given to her, the doctors told my parents that they needed stem cells. Thus, I was born. Of course, by the time I was born, my sister was already getting better, so they didn't really need me anymore, but they did preserve my umbelical cord for 7 years just in case my sister got sick again. She's healthy now, and actually getting married this year! I'm the Maid of Honor, along with my other sister.

I don't really have many friends. I guess I'm a bit of a difficult person to approach, because people usually seem awkward when they are going to talk to me. I'm really shy, and I usually prefer being by myself, so I guess that's another reason I struggle making friends. I don't socialize very easily, and I'm usually quite soft-spoken, until you really get to know me. I tend to be the person that's constantly interrupted when talking. But I don't really mind not having a billion and one friends, because I'm more than content with the small group of friends that I have. I wouldn't trade them for anything.

One thing you may learn when really getting to know me, is that I tend to be a bit erted. Not like overly so, but just enough I suppose. My roommate gets really surprised when I make a ual reference, because I've never had , I've never had a boyfriend, hell I've never even had my first kiss before! She constantly wonders why I've never had a boyfriend, because she says that guys would like me if they knew how erted I tend to be at times, but I have high standards in guys. 

I want to say that I don't pay attention to appearance, but I do. Not a lot. Like, I won't date a guy if he's attractive but I total jerk. What I mostly look at in appearance is height and eyes. I like tall guys and I love looking at people's eyes, because I feel like the eyes are how you really get to know someone. I want to feel like I can get lost in their eyes for hours and never get bored. I probably wouldn't date a guy that wasn't smart. I need a smart guy, because I have a low tolerance for stupidity. And when I say that, I mean people being immature. It is possible to be mature and still have fun. Someone funny would be nice too. I like puns. I want someone who would charish me, not someone who show me off to their friends just to say they have a girlfriend. Being possessive isn't bad, but there's an extent to it. I don't want someone who would try to control me, because in my opinion, too much jealousy just means that they don't trust me enough to stay faithful, and if there's one thing I hate, it's infidelity. I hate the idea of someone cheating on someone else, and it's possibly the one thing I would never forgive of a guy if they ever did it to me. 

So yeah, I have very high standards. Truthfully, for the longest time I've just thought of myself living in an apartment still single for my future. People scold me whenever I tell them that, because they think I should have a bit more confidence in myself. I do lack a lot of confidence. I'm terrified of taking risks, and therefore like to keep myself in a safe zone. I guess I just see myself alone because I know I can never be the one to admit my feelings first, and I'm too awkward around guys to ever approach them first, which is why I don't have many guy friends. My mom says that I don't have to have a boyfriend any time soon, and that it's perfectly fine that I've stayed single all this time. A part of me wishes it'd be like Celine Dion. Her husband is the only man she's ever been with. She never dated anyone before him, and they've been happily married, now with 3 kids, for 20 years now. And maybe that's not really long when you think about it, but he is 26 years olfer than her. They met when she was 12. Over the years of working together, because he is her manager, she fell for him, and they began dating when she was 19 and he was 46. 

A lot of people think it's weird because of their large age difference, but I don't care for age difference. I think they have a beautiful relationship. 

As most of you know, I'm a 2min fanfic writer. For some reason, I feel very awkward when I write about any other pairing. 2min just feels like the most natural to me. I've been listening to SHINee since 2010. Lucifer was actually the first kpop song that I ever heard. However, I never really got past listening to SHINee because back then, I loved anime, and therefor Jpop was most of what I listened to. However, late into 2011, I learned that one of my friends also loved kpop, and she helped expand my horizons as one would say. She introduced me to so many more groups, and since then, kpop is really all I listen to. She now says that she's turned me into a "Kpop Monster."

Even so, I tend to be very picky with the groups that I listen to. I have to really love a song to continue listening to a group. I also love learning dances. I've learned the dance to Lucifer (the first one I ever learned), Everybody, Gee (SNSD), Pinocchio (f(x)), You Know Me (Tasty), and Overdose (EXO). I'm currently learning Red Light (f(x)). 

Uh.... My favorite color is orange. I don't really have a favorite flower, but I suppose Cherry Blossoms come the closest to being my favorite. I am terrified of all bugs and insects. All of them. None are allowed near me because I may or may not (I most likely will) scream. My favorite writer is Edgar Allan Poe. My favorite singer ever is Celine Dion. I love drawing and painting. I like to sing too, but I'm not very good. I have recorded a few Japanese song covers before, and I did put them on youtube, but those were by request, and I don't think I could ever do that again. 

Whenever someone says that they love my stories, I get really happy. I don't think I'm the best fanfic writer, but I like to think I'm pretty good, and I like to think that I have fans which I not so secretly anymore refer to as "My Little Raindrops," in my head. Get it? Because rain falls from clouds and you guys call me Cloudie so I call people who read my fics "My Little Raindrops." (I also squeal whenver I get a comment on my fics. I've freaked my roommate out multiple times because of it.)

I don't really know what else to tell you. I feel like I've already told you my life story. ^^ 

If you have any random questions you want to ask, and I mean anything, just ask in the comments, and I promise I will answer them, no matter who embarassing or weird it may be!!!

Bye bye~

 

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bluemoonluvkpop0596
#1
That's so cool you can speak Spanish ^^
It's nice to know a bit more about u :)
I really like ur glasses ^^ one question do you have to wear them all the time?
Thumbs for your standards of boys hehe
AffxtedShawol
#2
It feels like I know you better now~!! ;;3;; we're not so different from each other actually. I also don't have many friends and I'm also shy. You're really interesting~
I don't really have a type or something, I'm not really looking for a boyfriend I guess (maybe I'm too young for it). But I like the standards you have.

You're really pretty T__T
ChoiGiGi
#3
Awww you are so pretty ^^ Glad to get to know a bit about you :D Interesting but awesome life story. At first I thought you was going to go with a whole My sisters keepers story ahaha. Bu glad for your sister :D:D YAY. Live life how you want to honey, it's only keep you happy :D As for being a kpop2minloving monster -Me too Me too- :)