No actually it's nothing much about stress.

Something just triggered me to feel likewise.

'Twas the second day of shool *ahem* I mean today *ahem* (and today was supposed to be the 7th day of school for the year but the flood postponed it. So yeah, second day.).

Actually I've already felt that people around me don't seem to like studying a lot. To put it off easily, I'm probably the only one in class who doesn't socialize.

BECAUSE JOAN HAS TRANSFERREFD AND I WON'T BE SEEING RX DURING LESSONS UNLESS IT'S P.E ON MONDAYS AND FRIDAYS.

I know people in my class, but they just tend to have their own gangs splitted flawlessly and I'm just here telling myself I love writing fan-fictions.

Okay I admit that's one of the reasons I sat alone, but it's also because our class has an odd number of students and I ING WANT TO ENTER SCIENCE STREAM SO THAT I HAVE THE QUALITIES TO BE A PSYCHIATRIST. YES I LOVE PSYCHOLOGY YOU DON'T ING JUDGE. I LOVE LEE JOON.

I have always held onto Steve Jobs' words, "Be Hungry and Be Humble.". (Okay perhaps I have just held onto it recently because the boys' P.E teacher mentioned it and don't ask me why are girls in his class it's a long story because our school .)

Even though I've 'degraded' into this B class (Urineun B B B-geup insaeng oh don't mind me please don't you'll just have to handle my 4Dsm) I knew that there were people cleverer than me. (I'm not the only student who had low grades in A classes last year, let it be there are 3 other people from my former class in this pile of too).

But then our Geography teacher told us to write down our past year's geography results. And since I sit in the emo corner I got to see most students' results.

Turned out that before the paper was passed to me, people had much lower marks than I did. Most struggled between the 40s and 60s and then there's me with a 72.

(I don't know how much the other 8 boys sitting in front of me in our row scored but the two of them directly in front of me got intimidated I swear to Shisus I could hear them say WTF how did she get a 70)

And then during Maths they kept on asking me about how much I got last year and my past average (64, the reason I can't even squeeze into an A class this year) and then they start ranting about how 'high' I scored and mentioning the subjects that "brought them to this class". For me, I was pretty sure History brought me to this living hell.

Not that the teachers are as boring as the afternoon session ones (You could say I'm Jessica from DMC but you really have to just take a time travel back to 2013 and feel my pain as a Form One student under bull teachers who only know how to get pregnant 365 days a year. I can't even count how many times have my Form One class changed our Malay language and Visual Arts teachers. Five each, if I'm not mistaken.), but just.

Literally.

There are three dudes who are in a gang, and then since they are from the infamous-for-being-rebellious Track and Field club and cheerleading squad, they get along really well with most of the girls, which makes that a gang of... roughly ten. Then we have another gang of boys (probably another ten) and my former class gang, four of them (one of the girls is from the photography club, same as another of them. And yes Joan I'm talking about Fro.). So 39 - me - 10 - 10 - 4 =14.

BUT WAIT.

We have the ultimately well-know-for-being-violent girl in class who has another gang. Now I'm praying my hardest to Shisus that she won't interfere with the boys.

BECAUSE IF SHE DOES I AM GOING TO FLY TO NEVERLAND WITH KYUHYUN. DMC REFERENCE.

AND SPOILER.

(People say she tossed chairs and desks across the classroom when she was the head of cleanliness in F1 and F2... Even I don't do that...)

Anyways I just ing hope that I get into the Science stream next year because I WANT TO BE A PSYCHIATRIST.

By the way guys IDEK why did I mention about our marks I just wanted to ask you guys do you think it's just luck that only our Geography marks are exposed or do I really have no competition in class because let's be honest here sorry RX but I don't really want to be an outcast. Long story short. But you don't know the details so I'll probably mention about it sometime later. Oh well.