Hello everybody!

I hope you guys haven't missed me too much. I apologize for not being here! I'm actually going to explain why I haven't been uploading and writing like I normally do. No more excuses:

1) School. I know I've told you guys that school has been extremely busy. It continued to be hard and I've been busy, even over the Christmas holiday. My stress has been unbearable to the point I even had to leave Tumblr just to build back my self esteem and relax. Life happens as well. Parents don't really understand the pressure I'm under and unleash their problems onto me. By being busy and having unneeded stress, my writing mojo has been killed. I'm slowly gaining it back, but there have been other things that have killed my writing vibe. Which brings me to my second point;

2) Comments with no feedback. You have no idea how this actually disappoints writers, even though they might not vocalize it. I cannot tell you how frustrating it is when I write a fic that has no in it and it does terribly; but if I write a fic with , I get immediate outpourage of support, even if I haven't written it. To be honest, this disheartens me. I don't want people to read my fics solely for adult content. I want my fanfics to be read, because I think there's a good plot with amazing characters! I'm honestly not looking to be the best writer on this site or to be featured. Hell, people are probably going to say I should write because I enjoy writing, which is true! I honestly do enjoy writing; however, I get discouraged when I can't share my fic the way I want to. I want others to read what I write, and I want to improve, which requires feedback. This is like, a person making food,  yet there's no one there to taste it. YOU WANT SOMEONE TO TASTE THE FOOD AND TELL YOU HOW IT TASTES!! Honestly, I don't want to be an author known for writing good . I want to be known as an author who writes fantastic stories. 

3) My muse...B.A.P...honestly when I heard about the lawsuit...I cried. I cried because: a) B.A.P is being treated extremely poor by TS Entertainment, b) TS Entertainment is acting in a way that proves they are a terrible company and c) I am worried about my babies. I've never cared about a boy group so much and people have been talking about the possibility they might not win. I am optimistic though! B.A.P has stuck through it and has stayed together. They are also getting the rest they deserve. Even if they do disband or lose the lawsuit, I will support them through it all. #ForeverWithBAP 

Now that's all done, I am going to start writing my fics, but first A ONESHOT (or Twoshot...maybe. Haven't decided yet.) Hint: It's going to be a Himchan one :) I haven't written anything for him in a while. Plus Channie is amazing <3

~Yugifall {Emily}

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