Sooooooo.. It's 2015 and I'm still not good at any of the stuff I wanted to do for like a looooooooooooong time. One of those stuff is graphic designing. I design graphics like any graphic (e.g. posters, bgs, banners) for like 3 years?????? Idrk actually orz

YET I'M STILL NO PRO AT IT LIKE WTH???? WHY AM I NO PRO??????!?!?!?!

But then I'd realize that I don't really try to learn more about the bits of designing. I don't even watch tutorials or read them, unless I really REALLY needed to. Especially if I dunno how to make this particular graphic then I would go try to get some help. I guess I'm not as serious as other designers are or maybe it just takes me A LONG some time to learn these kinds of things. OTL

Oh, and coding. I really wanna make my own layouts and shiz. But my laptop's too tiny and the layouts would probably look different on a bigger screen. Also I'm too lazy to try and learn more about coding. There's like SOOOOOOOOO SOOOOO MUCH about it that I get so confused & just be like "WTF???!?!?!!!!?" UGH

OMG I JUST REALIZED I'M SO SO LAZY ;;

SOMEONE TEACH ME NOT TO BE! BE MY SENPAI ; ooo ;

And OMG AGAIN it's almost 4 years since I've been here on AFF, yet I have like 0 FRIENDS. I mean like, I have around 170+ people on my friends list.

But like only on my FRIENDS LIST. They're not really "friends".

Well, wait, I do have friends... but we don't talk much. WE DONT TALK ANYMORE LIKE WTH HAPPENED

I know I'm a pretty boring person. And I'm totally not updated anymore in the Kpop world, even if it's the YG fam. I went back to anime, but I stopped.. IDFK ANYMORE

Guys, be my friends, will ya? Talk to moi???????? I'm pretty nice & sassy & adorable when I need to be ; u ; hue

YOU DONT NEED TO BE MY FRIENDS JUST TALK TO ME SOMETIME BC CATHY/CEE (WHATEVS YOU WANNA CALL ME) GETS LONELY TOO ;A;

idek what this is all about but

oh well

bye x