This is just a random blog.. it's not necessary for you to read it, but if you want to then thank you for taking your time, though it's not even worth the read.

Anyways, I just turned 17 years old a month ago. And although my next birthday will be 11 months from now, I feel like it's not going to take that long. It's like yesterday you were just 10, now you're 15, tomorrow you'll be 20... Time flies by so fast omg :/

It's flying by too fast that I can't keep up with it & I'm still stuck here wondering what I'm going to do with my life.

I have a lot of things I like doing & want to do/be doing. I like singing, graphic designing, writing my own songs, watching Youtube, and etc. I want to improve & be a better singer, be a professional graphic designer, learn new instruments so I can really make songs of my own, learn how to use audio mixers, learn htmls, be a Youtuber & do crazy , and etc...... Like omg there's sooo many

There's so many things that I'm not even sure where to begin. I can't do all of them at the same time no more... I've been doing that for many years now and that hasn't really gotten me anywhere tbh. Lol.

If only I could just stick to one thing at a time and stop myself from being so freaking lazy to do . 

Plus I get really down at times, because I know other people are better than me... They have the things that I don't have when I want to start something, so like it gives me that idea that there's no point in doing that one thing, 'cause I'm not even as good as them.

UGH

I'm almost an adult, yet I'm still here. I'm still sitting here trying to find a way out of this mess. I'm still here trying to find what I can do & be really, really good at it.

Hopefully in the end, I do good... somehow.