Guidance? lol I need help . Which Entertainment?

Hey guys ! Sooo , I love music and singing has always been a passion of mine. to me , singing is with the heart but as you grew older , the image plays a big part in the music industry now days. But it's always been a dream of mine to become a singer , an idol to people and to inspire them. So , Since I love Korea and asia so much too. I wanna clash those two together. I loved kpop since , god knows when. It's been a long time. And I came upon the idea of being a kpop star a few times. But Now as i'm getting older , It's kinda stupid how i wasn't serious about this before. But , there's been so many things making me more determine to follow my dreams. And I've tried thinking this out by myself but it never worked , So can I use you guys as assurance that this is the right thing? And How to plan everything out? I've basically planned everything out but I need you guys' over look.

So me and my friend , Lucy , Gorejer , Fancy and Anjel have agree that we'd go to Korea together as trainees. Although it isn't a 100% guarntee that we will ALL making it , I'm being the hopeful and bringing everyone's spirits up , praying , We will. But I;ve thought about it and it seems like , It's only me and Lucy who are geuniely serious and want this to happen. It seems like Gorejer does too , I know it , But She's been caught up by having her boyfriend and doesn't wanna leave him. And even though they're having problems , she thinks she can work it out with him. (He doesn't have feelings for her anymore) and I love her with all my heart . It's just that , It's something we can't just fix , It has to happen. And FAncy , She loves singing but it seems like she wants to do it because of Gorejer , who is her best friend. And She seems like she doesn't care. Anjel , She a very very good dancer and she is very very cute , but it seems like she JUST wants to run away from her parents. Which I don't want happening .We all have back up plans and stuff , if we don't get in , but in Lucy and my eyes , We're gonna try and try until the end. But for these other girls , they make it seem like , they wanna do it , but they really don't care if they make it or not. and It gets me angry because , when we DO all get accepted , IF we do. And I am taking care of them , When they back out because it's something they didn't think it was , I'm left with the mess. I told them , It's not what we think it is , It's Blood , work , sweat and tears. And I even make a contract. which somewhat helps my assurance , but so far only Lucy and I signed it.

Also , We agreed to work this summer with my auntie's youth Program and my auntie said if we save it all up and don't spend it , we can make at least 2,000 dollars each. And I'm putting ally my money away and Lucy is too , But the rest , don't really want to save it up to go. And If we don't make it through the 2nd round , we'd have to money to go home.and their asses gonna be stuck in Korea with nothing. Or if we do make it , We need that money other stuff, in case of anything.

And now , My image problem , I've had image problems lately , due to a jerk who played me and said I wasn't "Hawt" enough for him and his friends. And That broke me down for the longest time but spark so much my music. But still , that insecurity is there. And I'm not the pretties girl. I wear makeup , but it's not to hide my beauty , i've just become fond of it. And I'm not the Skinniest girl either. I'm 5'4 and 140lbs , I have big hips and big shoulders. But I've had been and currently trying to lose weight , So that I could at least be 100lbs . So , I have a whole year , to work on it. And I'm trying but it's really hard because , throughout my family , we're pretty thick. And i have chingy eyes , EVERYONE i know says i Look like Lee Suhyun from AkMu , (but that's when I don't have makeup , at least i think . lol) or they think i look like CL ,ailee and Hyorin . LOL . People are weird That's like4 different people

And Lastly , Which entertainment would you think I'd (we) get into? My friends and I are all shooting for YG. For their reason , I don't know their reasons. But Lucy wants to go because she wants "act in one of taeyang's MV" , LOL . But for me , I'm actually very ghetto , yet classy. I don't like this trashy or trampy. I choose YG because it's more my style , I like hip-hop , RnB , that "Royal" life style. I like that Mariah Carey , Beyonce , Marilyn Monroe style , That Diva life . It's just been me , Nobody seems to apporch me cuz , i guess i'm intimidating , which is REALLY sad . Especially , when the guy you like is . LOL But Which entertainment do you think I'd fit? I love JYP's training style and artist and SM is good too . Buttah , I dunno . help?

Thanks lovllies <3 much love from me to you :)

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Angelic_x3 #1 Dec 31, 2014 18:50:36

YG you'd have to work hard for so many years which eventually it's almost 40% you'd get accepted and your debut would have too many obstacles because you need to know how to rap very well in fluent english--which I believe your english is your mother tongue. But you'd get paid and treated very well.

JYP might get you a good start but your future wouldn't be sure of because most of their artists either left or lost their fame and charm somehow--lack of good promotions. You'd work as hard as working in YG but the chances are higher in getting debuted-- depends on how well trained are you, really. But you'd get paid good and treated well too.

SM you'd work day and night, you'd cry tears and blood, you'd have to kiss your freedom goodbye. But you'd get PERFECTLY WELL promoted, fame over one week or less, the payment isn't really that much as what I heard--depends on the incomes you bring to the entertainment. But you get to sing a lot and all you want. Chances of getting debut isn't that high either--

From my own opinion on the idols from all the three big entertainments and from what the fans say over their comments and who had ever worked there in the entertainment. :]
By the way, you're gorgeous! Don't let anyone let you down, okay? <3

Silencedshadow #2 Dec 30, 2014 03:21:35

YG. Definitely, even if you don't make it as their artist (but I hope you will), their trainees are usually better trained. Just look at ikon and winner who are better at what they do than some other groups in the industry that have been there for years. Yg also treats their artist the best, together with Jyp. But it will be very hard. You don't have to be the best right now, because he looks for people that can improve, but it's not an easy place to stay after getting in, because of the competition and hard work. They often call it a jungle. Yg doesn't care for looks he cares for talent, improvement in both dancing and singing and a spark of something, call it star quality. I really hope you make it. :) you are pretty enough to join whichever agency you decide, you have really nice features.
Statistically speaking, your chances of debut are probably higher with sm, because they debut larger groups and more often than yg. Who knows how long before yg decides to debut again after ikon and the new group of girls, but you never know. Don't lose hope. ;)
How old are you if you don't mind me asking?
I really hope you'll make it. :) but you have to have a lot of confidence. And courage. :) work hard and still not forget how to smile. ;)