I might not be able to post this on New Year’s Eve so ‘m just going to post this now.

2014 had been my most fruitful year yet, though it had its WTF moments here and there, but nonetheless I am thankful for everything. In this year, I was able to find great friends both here in AFF and in my real life, I was able to discover who my truest friends were and, as much as it surprises me, I found my purpose in life; this was basically why 2014 was fruitful.

If you’re wondering, well, I just realized that I want to pursue my writing interests. I want to leave my legacies and connect to other people through this kind of art. During our retreat I had so many realizations (you should try one too because its hella helpful, I tell you!!) and one thing that struck me is the question; ‘In the end, did I even matter?’ Gosh, it felt like a huge bulb was switched on inside of me. My apathetic perspective in life suddenly brightened up! Now, you might think I’m being too dramatic here, or you might think that by the end of this post I’ll be inviting you to be a part of the Jehova’s Witnesses…LOL, no!  

It’s just that I realized the importance of living our life to the fullest and the concept of living only ONCE. Since I always have this mentality that second life or reincarnation exists, I always tend to ignore the reailty behind the hippie phrase; Y.O.LO. Though I do not mean to waste my life in booze and other vices, I thought of spending it into something more remarkable and worthwhile, and that is creating worlds and people through exquisite sentences and choice of words.

And this why I am posting such post now.

I want to thank you, yes, you, for being a major part in this huge decision in my life, thank you for being a—direct or indirect—part of my 2014. Discovering AFF was a big life changer. I discovered so many things I never knew existed inside of me. To those who have read my works, you guys are my main motivation. You have shown so much support this year and I am eternally thankful for that. You, guys, are basically the one who planted this ambitious seed inside of me, so a BIG BIG THANK YOU!

For the amazing people who helped my since the very beginning, I thank you with all my heart. This confidence won’t exist without your support, so thank you very much for helping out this shameless nugu author. TT___TT

I might not be able to post casually in your walls, but please do know that I treasure each and every one of you. Rain unnie, Kay unnie, Frosty unnie, Emie, Azensation (Idk ur real name guuurrll LMAO), Nia, Jess artist-nim, Cindy unnie, Min Ji dongsaeng and all others who made this year so meaningful, thank you! <3

Wow, now, this looks like a parting speech, doesn’t it? LMAO. I don’t plan to leave though. Not when I haven’t finished my stories, oh no no. LOL.

So guys, this 2015, you can expect to read more stories from me (but that’ll happen only after I finish my existing ones. ^^ ) I am planning to make another Darahae fic and for the very first time, a story where Dara is not my muse. Yessss. That’s right. It might be a Kangnam or Namsong or Jinyoon. LOL XD and, you will also be seeing more trailers from me since I am a part-time trailer maker, too. Mehe.

And this year, I will also continue my studies but this time, I will take up a master’s degree in Creative Writing. YIKES. Wish me luck, guys. 

Whoooa. This is looong. I’m sorry.  >< But, I do wish you a very happy New Year and belated Merry Christmas! Hihihi.