So, the reason for me to write this, is all because of Onew.

He probably had the most serious-type scandals EVAH! Smoking?! Middle finger?! Linking hands?!

My first thought when I read about it : Dude, he's legal-aged for Heaven's sake! Can't he smoke, show "middle finger" to his co-members who are actually like brothers to him, and link hands with a girl?! But then I thought over, he is a famous star after all, it's usual for him to have scandals and gossips.

But the worst one I read was this : Key engaged to a trainee for 7 years(?!). Like, what the actual it said?! Who the hell in the world is engaged to a girl/boy for 7 effing years?! Then followed by Nickhun and Fany, Taeyeon and Baekhyun, and all those other scandals. Sometimes, I think "Wah! I want to be a world-famous star!" And the next time, when I read any scandal accidentally, I think "Gawd! It's so hard to live a normal life if you're being a star! I would want to live a normal life"

But then, the main reason I wrote this was I just wanted to rant out, and to tell the reality of idols. 

They too would have dreamt of dating a girl, many would have a crush, an unexplainable liking towards someone. But, this sphere named world is so scandalous and sometimes, to be feared of, and many prevent themselves from telling their likings. Like, Taemin would obviously have had a crush on someone. It would be..... abnormal if he didn't have one at his debut times. almost everyone has one who we really love.

For me, it's Minho. I don't have any shame when I say I like him. But yhen, I know reality, while many "crazy fans" don't. Reality is : You're very very lucky if your crush, who's an international star, knows you exist. 

I knew it from the very first time I heard a scandal about Jonghyun dating. Note that I'm only around 11 months old when it comes to be 'inolved in k-pop'. It was actually Wikipedia, it said he dated Shin Sekyung. After searhing more about it, and reading the fanfics which held her as the 'villainous character' or 'antagonist' of any Jonghyun×OC story. Not even once did I find any tag with any ship name for them.

Many authors here, ship some pairs that don't even exist, but don't make a ship for the real pairs. I don't mean to offend any authors here, being an OC freak myself. I too ship OnFany, which I'm pretty sure it doesn't exist. We're happy with imaginary pairs, but why aren't we happy when they find someone they truly love?

One reason : Our own mindset. 

We are the ones who created those pairs, but we can't accept the reality when a favourte idol of ours is told to be dating someone else. I realised this just recently, when thinking about world. (Yes, I think really weird things, blame my mind ;/). 

I don't say to 'compulsarily' ship real-life pairs 'all the time', as I myself can't do that. This is for those really crazy fans out there, stalking their idols ATM -

Your idols are basically humans like you, give them their space, they'll surely be thankful. They too, like everyone in the world, have feelings. You can't be the one who can control it, cause sadly you're not God himself, or someone who can control everyone with a remote in hand. Feelings is something even God can't control sometimes. Humans are humans, feelings is feelings, liking is liking. No one can change that. So please, stop making them hate you instead of love you.

And idols have their own disadvantages - they can't be honest, can't keeo a social account, can't live like normal people, can't live a life they dreamt of at teenage. Too much pressure and work makes them tireder than a human should me, thus ending up either in the hospital due to over-stress or an accident.

*huge sweatdrop*

Finished! Whew, probably my biggest rant and blog EVAH!!! 0-0

And again, I am not offending anyone here, or anyone outside. Not even the crazy fans, just wanted to rant out and talk some sense into those crazy fans (if I could)

And to everyone who read this till the end, thank u so much ma baby-chu~!! /death hug/

CUD's....... Annyeong~!!! ♥

P.S : Thaks to a friend of mine, I actually looked keenly at the pics of Onew 'smoking' while it was actually him puffing out an electronic mouth perfumer, mut have used it maìntain a good image in front of girls :P