You are someone whom I’d never ready to meet again

someone whom I’ve pushed so far

yet it seems like I never able to let go

You are that one star among millions

the one which caught my eyes and never fades away

You are a story that was written by smile

and remembered by silent cry

a story with no ending,

a story with an ending avoided

because I was never brave enough

because you are someone whom I’d rather see as fleeting memory

You are a favorite song from the past

which title was forgotten yet I’ll always able to sing along

You are someone whom I wish I never met

yet I know that meeting you is God’s gift that I have no power to refuse

You are the reason to freeze the time and drag the hand to some steps behind, a name between my pray

You are ink to my pen, a secret that I can tell

by written words, by humming sound while rain falls

You are a reality that I wish were just a dream

the repeated one that will greet me every time I bid my reality a goodbye.

August 13th, 2014