Indefinite hiatus

Hey folks,

I've been off the radar for quite a while and, I'll be honest, it was more due to a lack of inspiratin than having no time.  I was just about to get back into the swing of things again when another rock fell on my head just this past weekend.  

Life as I know it at the moment will be drastically changed for me.  I'm thrown into a whirlwind of anger, depression and blame but I'm struggling to keep myself afloat.  It's not enough to drown me but it has significantly hindered me in doing the things that I enjoy.  That being said, I have no idea when things will actually get better, if they will get better at all.  

I won't disappear from AFF completely; I love my stories and my readers too much to go cold-turkey.  I will still try to find the time, inspiration, and patience to continue what I've started here because it will help keep me at least a little happy to know I still have something from my old life.  Even so, the next few months will require drastic patience from me so I likely won't have time to do any updating (or maybe I will to keep my sanity... who knows).  

Expect the worst but hope for the best.  All I can ask for now is patience from my readers.

Thank you.

Poko

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InfiniteSW
#1
Have strength!!
reenee35 #2
Hang in there : ) I have been thinking about you and missing you . Do not worry about us ! We will be here. Do whatever it is you need to do for yourself. Remember everything happens for a reason. Also breathe!
AnVocNighMa
#3
Hopefully your life will get better. I don't know what happened but it seems to be really bad but I don't know what say to make you feel better.
Embers
#4
I hope things will get better for you! Do what you need to for yourself, and I hope your inspiration will come back.
sophomoric
#5
Well, just remember that things will get better eventually. I know we aren't close but if you need to talk, I'll be here.
annalulz
#6
aww. While my first reaction was a big 'no, why', I understand that you need time for yourself and your real life should always come first. I'll wait for your return, whenever that is, and if you want to talk, you can always count on me :)
aryadrottning #7
Stay strong <3<3
oppach #8
*hugssssssssssssssssssssss* I'm sorry things are in such turmoil for you right now. Anytime you need/want to talk/vent I'm available(or will be shortly). I'll miss your updates but I would miss YOU even more!