I miss you.

I miss you to the extent that I can't even put to words how much I do.

I feel like a part of me is slowly dying as each day passes by.

Is this how losing someone feels like?

I wonder how they felt when he was on the bad side of everyone's perspective.

They sure took it uglier than they did with you.

I hope you're happy there, regardless of wherever you are.

You deserve to be, after everything you had to put up with.

Whenever I see you, it reminds me of how stupid I was to leave you for someone else.

Sometimes, it makes me emotional as hell. 

But I can't do anything about it now.

You're gone.

You​ vanished. 

Just like how I never imagined you to be.

If I could turn back time, would it actually make a difference if I never left your side?

I think not.

Afterall, I'm not that significant either.

Though I feel like crying most of the time.

Especially when I hear songs that remind me of you. 

You're good at this, you know–

Hide & Seek.

Will you ever come back?

I never had the chance to properly say goodbye, and to thank you for being my light at the end of the tunnel.

Thank you.

Thank you for inspiring me to do better.

I could only do better, because you were already the best part of me.

Thank you for the memories.

I promise I won't leave them behind, this time.

I'm sorry for leaving.

​I'm sorry.

I left the only good thing that ever happened in my very absurd life.

I will always be here to support you.

Stay strong, and always remember;

I love you, Lu Han.