Hello. 

              This is just some random things. No need to waste time on reading this. I just need to let it all out. 

               I just want to review back the biggest suprise for me, for this year. Hurm.. Let's see,

1) Knowing that suddenly you could do something that you had never imagined before... Quite great for me, I guess. :/

2) Getting STABBED on your back, in front of the public, in front of your own eyes, by the person you 97.99999% you had give your trust too. Although you delivered it in private. Ugh.. that 'stabbed' part, it sounded malicious isn't it? -smirks-

3) Facing the Greatest-Downfall-That-Is-Way-Greater-Than-The-Niagra! In this case, I became famous in within my school or maybe outside the school too. Or maybe viral in the net for a short-period? -flips hair- ... It surely sounds Hell of a fun shouldn't it? 

Do I have anymore left? Let's see... -scroliing down the 'Foul Memory Lane In My Brain'. Well, that's all I guess.. For the time being. -shrugged- 

                 So, from those memories above, I guess, that's what you called as, 'Things Happens' right? Or those words are just belong to be meant in a romatical way? For me it's a No. I'm the one who writing right now. I can use any phrase or quote to make it quite appliable into my own writing, right? 

For the 'Life Goes On' thing... Is it really COMFORTING, when you have someone patting your back, making that solemn expression or that 'thinking' expression thing with their faces, while listening to your 'Oh-So-Heartbreaking-Story'? Calmly, while patting your back, they would say, "Life goes on. You need to be Strong and Endure it."

                  Okay, honey boo! Enough with that crap! I don't know anything about that Friggin Strong or Endure s that you had been talking. Those two are Fantasies that would never exist in my dreams or my life anymore! My Enduring had totally gone beyond the limits. Although, suprisingly, I still could go some notch higher. I'm saving it just in case, I fail to control myself and wrecked someone's Life out of my hand!

                     Strong. I never knew I had this thing in myself. I never think of myself as a strong person, mentally or physically. So that's mean I'm easy to be break? Not so easy too. Peoples judgements, harsh stares, poisonous whisper.., It had turned Neutral for me. I don't really give those things any of my damn anymore. Could that be classified as Strong? Or am I the one here that had the wrong idea myself?

                       Well, what I want to conclude here is... Maybe there are some people that Really cares and concerns about you. Then there are others... who love to hide behind their Caring mask, before they lunged forward and stabbed you! They came from many directions. They plotted with many other people. 

                       "You, stab the Back," 

                         "You, stab the Heart,"

                          "You, stab the Trust,"

                           "You, stab the Feelings,"

                         Commands were given and the private colony makes their move. Then, there was You, Me, or US. Who were the victims. Paralyzed in shock, frustrate, anger and everything! Mixxed up and turns ourselves into what we are at this moment. Either we still in the same shape of us back then... or had completely changed into a new one. The Mutualised US!

-no offense. this is all based onto my life. so, if it's got some connection to yours... well, you know what COINCIDENCE is, right?-