Hi everyone....

I know this is weird and so sudden but i really really have an urge to write this blog. Especially to my exo fans's friends.

Before I start, I just want to admit that I do love exo. Eventho I am cassie and obviously I know the inner conflict between exo fans with tvxq fans, it just doesn't stopping me to love and adore exo. They are nothing wrong. I had never saw them dismissed TVXQ but instead, they respect and admired our oppas. I believe in Yunho. I respect his decision, I love whom he love and I care whom he care. And when he told to cherish exo, i see nothing bad there. We all knew how much Yunho loves his juniors. But, TVXQ is my first priority and I'm willingy to leave exo for TVXQ. No one can doubt for my love for TVXQ. So sorry, it's been 6 years. 

To exo fans, this year, 2014 undoubtedly is the worst year for us also for kpop overall. While we were still shocked with the news of Kris leave, Luhan followed after making we feel worse. Yes, were hurt by their decision. Especially to Wu Yifan. The feeling of betrayed occupying our heart which once full of love toward him. Why? Just because he leave exo? Leaving the member? Tao messages? But you know what sadden me? When fans starting to treat him like an enemy !

Sorry to say, you are not fans. Fans exist because of love. Love can't  changed easily. In the first place, you were never love him. So far, I truly respect his real fans. They are amazing and so strong. With the amount of hatred they receive, they just keep supporting him. It makes me teared up.

To be honest, I really hate JYJ when they leave SM and TVXQ. 

"They are greedy for money!" "Betrayer!" "They leave because Yunho and Changmin are useless!" "They want to make a perfect group whithout Changmin and Yunho!" "They choose money over friendship!"

Those words just keep repeating in my minds especially during JYJ make a new album in the middle of lawsuit. While Yunho and Changmin are stll in hiatus. When I thought TVXQ is finish. It just ing hurt to my young heart. Anger is everywhere and that time, my ultimate mistake is I LISTENED TO OUTSIDERS ! Haters are everywhere and it's their chance to make fans fighting against each other. Of course, everyone would side with their bias.

And when I watched their old videos, when I saw JYJ smiles, their sincere smiles, I thought to myself that I had loved them for years and why just now I hate them?      I had supported them for years but why not now? I had known their personality for years but why so sudden I don't believe what I had seen with my own eyes? I just keep thinking time by time. And it's work. Who am I to judge them? Who am I to control them? Who am I to deny them? I am just ordinary fans who existed because of them. Because I like them, I admire them and I love them. Fans cried so do them. They were hurting twice than we felt. A lot of tears had been sheds. 

Same situation with Kris, i know it's your decision to not support him and I respect it but please, do not bash him. It must be hard for him same goes to exo members.  And especially to his fans but I guess they are getting stronger now. No one said it easy. I know that feeling. And for Tao, don't ever blame him. He is hurting. We fans, never ever can feel exactly like they felt so don't ever judge him.

As for Luhan, i truly respected his decision. He is an amazing human being. Gifted with numerous talent. It's hurt to see him panting painfully on stage. We all know how much he tried to stay strong but he had reached his limit. And whats matter are his health and happiness. I love him. I had always adore how he care and love s. Such a loving person. Honestly, it's shock me when I heard he had haters. I had seen how his standee being scratched badly. Wow, you could just have give it to me ! :D Actually that one of strong reason why i post this. It just hurt my heart deeply.

Lastly, let me bow down. I am so sorry. Really sorry if I did hurt some people with my words. I mean neither bad nor offensing anyone. I love u alls except for JYJ stans. Sorry to say, all of you never existed in my dictionary of life. One again, I bow down deeply. Thank you for reading. And sorry for any mistakes, English is not my main language. You can correct me if I wrong. Feel free to do so :D