Hello

I'm pretty much sure all of you heard the devastating news that hits us today, not once but twice,

First it was, Kris no scratch that, Yi Fan, our lovely duizhang left us due to the same reason, that out lovely deer, today left us. It was very hard for me to accept it. I've heard the rumor about it day's before the news, and even if I knew that it was just a rumor at that time, I still couldn't help but feel like it would come true. 

And so it did. 

I knew. And I pretended it wasn't true. But still, I prepared myself. But that doesn't mean that it didn't hurt when the actual news really did come out. I feel sorry for ourselves, because in just one year, two of our precious members left us. And we all know it's for their own good. And honestly although a part of me is grieving right now, I'm still happy that finally, after more than years of being away from their family, they are finally home. To where they belong. 

It saddens me to say goodbye to them. But we have to because they chose it. And if EXO trusts Lulu's decision, then why can't we? We should gave our fullest to support Luhan and EXO even if they are now apart. Don't forget Kris too. 

I know what most of you are thinking, it's SM's fault. Yeah, that's what I think too. But let's face it, it was a good decision that they fought for themselves. I'm not worried about them anymore. I'm worried about the other members who are currently under SM. But let's just trust in them and continue to support them neh? Because we are EXO-L, and it's our job to be with EXO through thick and thin. 

To Luhan-stans; Please continue to support Luhan. And he said don't worry too much because it would just hurt him. let's all believe in him. 

To Hunhan stans; (which is also me) There's one thing I would like to say, My love for them won't die, although it might be hard to see hunhan pics from now on, I would still ship them. because 2 years of memories with them is really hard to forget and I wouldn't be able to easily let them go. Not now, maybe in the future, but not now. 

About the hunhan fics, I am not telling you to stop nor encouraging you to continue. do whatever you feel like, because we all know how hard it is for you guys. I have a hunhan fic too that has been untouched for months already, I've been wanting to revive it for so long, but now, I'm not too sure. 

It might take a while for me to update too. So sorry, but I need to get all my back. 

Just remember, please always be there to Luhan, whatever his decision is. And don't forget Kris and EXO, because the members are the one who currently needs our full support right now.

That's all. 

P.S: There's still a part of me that I'll be able to see ot12 once again on stage, singing, dancing and laughing together just like old times. But that would be pretty much impossible right now. Maybe in the far off future? Hahaha, hope so.

i love you guys, I wouldn't say we are one right now since that logo's been ruined since this era. Let's just hope everything would go easy for EXO in 2015, and for us also.