Call it a hiatus or a break, I'm taking it

This post will announcing my break from AFF and is a follow-up to my other post. If you care to read, please do.

TL;DR: A while back, I was plagiarized. The fic was reported and taken down, and I thought that was the end of it. The lying thief who plagiarized me did not.

For reasons only known to lying, thieving prokaryotes, it decided to contact me to…I don’t even know. Basically, lie some more and insist it wasn’t lying, even though there is definitive proof of its lying.

The theft, I leave for you to judge. It wasn’t word-for-word copying, but read the examples I put up and tell me if you would be okay with it, if it were your hard work.

Anyhow, as a result of this absurdity:

1. I have friends-locked all my fics, except for entries for ongoing contests and my compilation of posts about Sunggyu.

2. All future fics (again, except contest entries) will also be friends-locked.

3. I will be taking a break from AFF. I won’t be gone forever, and because I always finish what I start, I will be ending all my ongoing fics, although I can’t give you an exact timeframe.

To anyone who’s read this far, thank you.

I know this sounds melodramatic (it sounds that way to me), and I shouldn't let such idiocy bother me, but right now, all of this just doesn’t seem worth it to me. The support I’ve gotten from some of you is fabulous and much-loved and much-appreciated, but I’ve done the loss-to-gain analysis, and right now, I have more to lose than I do to gain.

I still love writing, but my love for sharing my writing has been steadily declining. There are a lot of things to blame for that, but I won’t go into them (same old same old like every other writer on this site about writing to silence/selfishness is part of it).

If I stay, I’m just going to end up spewing more vitriol into the world, and the world doesn’t need that.

I'll be logging in at some points to congratulate the winners of the contests I'm entered in, or to do some light housekeeping, but I'm effectively on hiatus/break for an indefinite period. I apologize to the readers of my ongoing fic, and ask for your understanding.

Thank you, sincerely, to those people who took the time to read my other post and offered their thoughts:

Daikatsu

4EverLittleMsFanGirl

GOOBERS

nasomi2011

negene

infinitelykyoungjae

Special thanks goes out to:

EFJify, for trying to cheer me up with a positive attitude, and

sehunim, who always brightens my day with lovely comments on my writing, great information about fandom experiences, and the understanding and strawberrygyu kisses on my last post.

Most of all, thanks needs to go to my Gyumate, pinnochi, who’s been busy lately but always has time to provide squee-worthy Gyu material and revel in our fregyuency. She is ultimately the reason I didn’t deactivate my account.

I still want to be part of this world, if you’ll have me (those people who unsubbed clearly don’t, so I wish you well), but I’ll just need some time.

It’s hard to have to exist in a world where such an appalling lack of human decency is still allowed to roam free, but hey, that’s the real world, too, so I get it.

And that’s enough of bitterness and melodrama. Have some y (?) dancing Gyu before you go, and have a nice day!

*Gif credit to its owner, with thanks

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Sakura-Juliette
#1
I'm someone who rarely comments since I much prefer to just read and enjoy it. But I've read your previous blog post, and it makes me so disgusted to know that there are people who would stoop so low as to steal a story. It doesn't make any sense to me. But hey, be strong and hopefully I'll get a chance to read your fics soon cause they're too good for me to not read. ><
myung_crazation #2
I'm not one that comments on any stories. But I want to comment this time. Cheer up and stay strong! We will be here for you. I'll be waiting for you! I love your stories and I will Wait no matter how long it takes (:
veinless
#3
i just read this and that other post. and i'm laughing so hard (esp. about the liar in denial). you should've left her/his username so a cluster would've come or made some drama happen. i feel like public humility wouldn't fix anything but there's a sense of gratification. and you're pretty much a softie--which is adorable so by no means do you have to stop being soft. too bad i wasn't active when you posted your troubles though. all in all, it's a case closed :)

have fun going wherever you decide to go in the future bub! <3 thanks for giving me the opportunity (still) to be able to read your stories that i need to actually start reading puhahahha
evangeline101 #4
Muahahah that gif really did lift my spirits tho i still feel ty for you. I mean how did you end up with such a horrible thing that plagarized from you and still tried to play the innocent card (p.s read your other blog post alr). sighs i hope you recover well from this depressing state and tho i don't really read your fics ( for life) i still hope that one day you'll get back the confidence you need to share yout fabulous writing with everyone.

Hwaiting (and i'll always support you no matter what)
winterbling
#5
Take as long as you need, we'll be here when you're ready to come back! I'm pretty sure your love for writing and INFINITE will triumph in the end ^0^
azskmee #6
Im very sorry for you. Such a great author :( i will miss your stories. Thanks for every story your wrote! Cheers author nim i love you
onlyixing
#7
i hope you'll come back feeling better than ever!! ^o^ fighting heh
-paperhearts- #8
It's a shame that the person who plagirized refuses to admit to their fault, and a shame that it went this far. But nonetheless you are still strong and breaks are needed time to time :) good luck with whatever endeavors you come upon during your break! Stay strong! <3
fanaticnamu #9
:( so sad to hear that unni.
i'll miss you.
wunnie #10
i have been a fan of yours since like i cant even remember.. but we understand, its not easy to come up with ideas and get them easily stolen from you. take as much time as you need and we'll be waiting for you when youre ready to come back! love you authornim~~
rosebaby
#11
awe, eventhough it's sad to hear you are taking a hiatus and you'll be truly missed, i, we hope you comeback soon and please take care and cheer up bc GYU is still an existing attractive creature! STAY STRONG, WE LOVE YOU, /coughasanauthor/ !! good luck !!
eunhanim #12
As hiatus as i am... *when did a reader became hiatus? Is it even allowed? Hahah*
Yeah im just trying to be funny as i read this late.
*can this be the birth of another angst fic of a girl trying to crush and burn a lowlife creature?* yeah im a hopeful reader i will get to read gyustatic angst fic from you.
Well as always, i wish you all the luck and rest well.
We,as readers are willing to wait. ^^
cultgyu
#13
*hugs* you do what you need to. everyone needs a break sometimes. ♥
U-BOMB
#14
*huggles you tightly and then let's roll into the river together :D
I'm on a break too cause well, exams SOBS SAVE MEH. Take a break as longs s you want! When you feel like coming back, please do~ I'll miss all your Gyu post cause hell, that's one of the reasons I'm giggling and flailing whenever I'm online. Unfortunately, I haven't been reading a few blog post of yours cause I'm too busy with school work;; my fanfic is only updated after so many months and I feel terrible! But my school life is making me crazy >< and my brain is full of science stream questions and informations;;
Good luck on your reality life! Dont work too hard and take care of yourself! If you feel lonely, come back and lets talk about Gyubaby as long as we could!
PS: I wish we could cooperate on a fanfic but my writing isn't as beautiful as yours and I'm contradicting to your plot stories too *cries* anyways, cheer up and take care!