I don't know the real issue nor do I have any interest in them. The only words that strung me were 'kicked out' and '8 members'. Everything else were a blur. 

It's crazy to think that being a sone for 5 long years can change my life. I never admired such people in my life up until I happen to cross 9 girls . And it's crazy to think that in a blink of an eye, everything came crashing down on me after reading numerous articles and Jessica's weibo update herself (which was taken down afterwards). 

I can't bring myself to blame SM Ent. for not treating their idols humans (I mean why stop someone's happiness of getting married and making their dream into reality with their own clothing line?) because at the same time SNSD wouldn't be here if it wasn't for them. But I don't get the fact that they would create such legendary groups in the kpop industry and destroy them themselves afterwards. Why SM? Were you afraid that sones would leave the fandom again like what happened to the other girls' relationship issue in the past and brought down your stocks so you decided to kick her out instead? This is more than your statement on how Jessica was prioritising her clothing brand than her own group. I'm glad that Jessica was brave enough and took a risk to post it on her Weibo account and this just shows how she really cares for her members and her fans. This is not the same as the other idols' scandals with the company, Jessica wanted to STAY.

My head's messed up and I don't know what to feel. And I hate to think what Jessica is going through right now because she's sensitive and cries easily and that hurts me the most. I don't care what happens in the future as long as the 9 girls are happy because I know that after this scandal, SNSD will never be the same. And no matter what I will still support all 9 of them. I refuse to believe that any of the members wanted to kick Jessica out because I've seen the bond between the members that I have never seen in any other groups. As for now I'm struggling to hold back my tears and hoping for the best. Stay strong Jessica, SNSD and sones.

Indestructible and unbreakable.

I guess I don't get to see my first SNSD's concert together as 9 anymore. 3