My sister wrote me on whatsapp telling me "JESSICA IS GETTING KICKED OUT OF SNSD." I think I almost cried when I read that. And the tears that were gonna fall weren't of sadness. I thought it was a joke so I'd laugh SO MUCH till my tears fall down. But then, when the pictures of the girls in the airport were being released and Sica was missing, I started to really get worried. I was getting crazy and the thought of having to leave the place in which I had WiFi, was making me crazy. I needed the updates and the SM confirmation that all this was a ing lie and that Sica's weibo account actually got hacked.

But this wasn't a lie, Sica didn't get hacked.

I've been a kpop fan since so long ago, I don't even remember my life without kpop (just kidding, kpop is not that old xD) but I do have long time ago since I'm a fan and if I have to choose a bias girl group, it'd definitely be SNSD, the queens. I know many people hate them for being so flawless but what can I do? They were bron to be hated for being pretty like they are.

I can say my bias there isn't Jessica, but Yoona. But still, Jessica is a member of my favorite girl group and a really talented human being. She's pretty and God, she's so talented. I feel like crying writing this post. Jessica is just one of the women I would like to be like. She's just so perfect and it pisses me off so much that people are saying "I'm glad she is kicked out 'cause I've always thought she's the LAZIEST in that group and that her money is made by the other girls." Like the heck, man? Have you seen how much hardworking she is? Do you think she is just a pretty face? Is she just a pretty face?

It really pisses me off when people start saying about an idol, even if it's not my favorite one. I just get annoyed by that. And of course I will get annoyed by one of my girls if they get hate. Just go away, you're just jealous because they're flawless and you're not.

I really just wanted Sica to appear at the airport with a banner saying " you, the one who hacked my Weibo." I really wanted that. This is hurting me so much, the fact that SNSD will no longer be OT9 but OT8 it's just... to hard. OT8 don't even look pretty T_T

Though all this, I still have some questionings in my mind. Like this Tyler Kwon thing. I mean, that show where Jessica said that she would feel so bad for leaving Krystal "all alone" when getting married, then Tyler Kwon appears with Jessica at the aiport but he denied that Jessica and him were getting engaged. What's all this? I really pity SMent and Kim Youngmin, it was too much for him. He just doesn't know how to handle his artists. And let's not talk about the EXO's Kris thing and f(x)'s Sulli thing.

I just really think that 2014 is the worst year ever for the kpop industry, everything has come out of control. I really wanna know what's going on there in Korea that all this is happening. I'm not just talking about the disaster that kpop is this year but also about all the accidents that there have been, the Sewol, Ladies' Code's, the helicopter thing... Just too many things. And in kpop there are even more: Park Bom drugs scandal, Kris lawsuit, Sulli's thing (which I don't even know what's happening, I mean, I don't understand a ), now Jessica being "kicked out" of SNSD and there are even more but since SM and YG are the biggest companies, their idols' related things are the most relevant but kpop this year has been such a mess. 

Let's just keep supporting our idols and not hate on others, it is really shameful.

#StayStrongSNSD

P.D.: Just two gifs more about flawless Sica ♥