Some of you might know from this fic here what my nervous tic is. 

To those who don't know what it is (and are lazy to click on the link), it's basically just me, speaking in Malay when I'm nervous, instead of speaking in English. 

And today... I just came to another realisation. 

Adding on to my list of nervous tics (i.e. becoming absolutely clumsy and talking fast to the point you just stutter when you need to repeat yourself) it seems I transition to English when I have to speak in Malay. 

Weird, huh? And to think I had forgotten my roots. It seems to have thicken since I've entered college. 

But really, just imagine the burden of having translate every single word and struggle to find the English/Malay equivalent whilst during a Presentation? 

The struggle is real people... 

But I think with practice and actually calming myself down, I'm fine with it. I can overcome this tic. 

On to another topic at hand. 

Anybody here who can help me look for a fic, that features Kim Jae Joong (of JYJ, aka former member of TVXQ) and Kim Jong In (aka Kim KAI of EXO) whereby the two are siblings... ? I'm suddenly in need of it. 

Or... if you can't find that, find me a nerd!jackson & popular!mark, highschool!au fic? Maybe a theme that revolves around friendship? 

Anything, just drop me a comment below or PM or wall post. Spam me even. This account is just too empty. 

also, if you're abled to provide me fics in the scope of listed criterias...