Dear readers. 

Its with great sorrow that I announce to you all that I will go on hiatus for a few weeks in respect to my bias's death of ladies code. It's true that I love Apink the most out of all the girl groups;  however,  it hurts so much to know that two girls had to go away from us so early especially of a group that,  although occasionally,  looked up to. And it was all for Kwong Risae after her featuring on Kanto's MV with my bias Sunggyu;  I loved her afterwards because her smile is honest,  her beauty is natural I loved her because she looked absolutely compatible with my bias.

The reason why I decided to go on hiatus is not only because I'm hurting,  but also because I'm deeply disappointed of my bias and also my bias group for not giving their condolences on Twitter and for not attending EunB's wake. I don't know whether its because they have a tight schedule or because they are merely too proud and big and egoistic to do something so simple as typing down their condolences while many other very popular groups attended the wake themselves.  I hope they could once put their ego down and show their respect. Ladies code must be hoobaes but if they don't put that ego down,  its their fans who would lose their faith in them. I hope at least Sunggyu,  my bias who is known for his humbleness and respect would find a second in his schedule and give condolence to the girl whom he sat with,  smiling like nothing else mattered.  Do you remember that moment?  That beautiful girl?  Yes, her oppa; Risae unnie;  she's gone, she left us, she's gone to heaven and she waits for you to show her your love. Not as a sunbae but as a friend,  an oppa whom she sat so happily with. 

I hope you all will not think of me as childish or naive.  But this is a horrible shock to me. My heart hurts so much and I wish that anything so tragic would never happen to her and EunB in their next lives or to anyone else in this life.  She gave us a great message;  that no matter how,  what,  who or where we are,  in the end, our fate is all the same. . And also;  our biases are also human,  vulnerable to something as tragic but inevitable as death.

Rest eternally in peace EunB and RiSe. 

Infinite,  Kim Sung Gyu.  I hope you won't disappoint me anymore. 

Regards. 

Achini.