So I am pretty excited -ANDNERVOUSATTHESAMETIME! - about starting college, next week ^^ And holy shaiit, everything is going to be sooo different from what I'm used to when I was in high school...

HOLY MOLEY! USING THE PAST TENSE FOR "TO BE" WHEN I'M TALKING ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL IS GOING TO TAKE SOME TIME FOR ME TO GET USED TO! /WAILS/

Anyway, probably the only thing that didn't change for me is the fact that I am going to be wearing a uniform ^^ And the only thing nice about this uniform is that it is no longer that hideous black, yellow and beige uniform that I had to wear for HS XP

This new uniform is for my Flight Service program and it's pretty cute~ ♡

TAH-DAH ♡ ADORABLE, RIGHT?!??

Now, ignore the face of precious Jungwoo (from the kdrama, You're the best, Lee Soon Shin) because I just seriously needed something to block my hideous face with and his picture was the best I could find in my cell's gallery XD So...yeah.

Anyhoot~ The guidelines for the uniform in my program is soo demanding but then again, it's pretty understandable because when you look at Flight Attendants, the way they dress is so squeaky clean ●0●),,, So before this week ends, I have to have my right earlobe repierced and shaiit because it's mandatory to have both ears pierced and to have the required type of size/style of earrings in them :P

I also had to cut my precious super long hair by a couple of inches, too since they're like long hair can not be longer then the hems of our white uniform shirt xP Oh and I practically bought three black heel shoes since I kept realizing that I bought the wrong one! And yeah heels can not exceed 7.5 cm (3") UuU

And yeah, so starting school on the tuesday of next week and on that day, I have to do a french assessment test at 9am... , right? First day of school and I already have a test to do /rolls her eyes/ which Iis why I have to start going through my old notes for french for the rest of this week UnU

I'm pretty sad though because my friends are going to the same university and they'll probably head to school together, while I go to school alone and it's far away~ to Neverland (lols at the exaggeration).

But maybe going to a different school is a good thing because I am nowhere close to being what people would call a Social Butterfly and I usually depend - I guess a lot - on my friends to introduce me to new people ●n●)""" And that is a bad thing, mostly when Flight Attendants are required to speak to passengers - a lot!

I'm just super worried that I might not make friends with anyone and end up becoming a totally awkward loner in class and in the school cafeteria /huffs/

I'm also worried about trying to apply my "A Game" on my studies because in high school... I barely even passed! Like my grades from grade 9 to 12, were mostly below 70s and the only time I did get high marks were in my applied math course, music, college biology and co-op! 

DO YOU GUYS SEE WHAT I MEAN BY HAVING TO BRING MY "A GAME" INTO MY STUDIES?!??

My mom even suggested to put all my fanfiction and wattpad stories aside, just so I can fully focus on my education and tbh, I really dont like the idea of putting all of my works on HIATUS! 

But I also want to do my best in this program and so... I'll see what happens /pouts/ I think I'm going to cry... but I'll probably do the "UPDATE MY STORIES DURING HOLIDAYS AND WEEKENDS AND WHENEVER I HAVE FREE TIME" thing ●n●)... yeah? Is that a good idea? Idek anymore!

But yeah, I'm pretty sure that I just rambled on and on throughout this entire post and so, imma go before you guys start yelling at me for completely wasting your guys' time with my post :P

Yeah? Yeah... kay, bye lovelies ♡♥♡♥