So. I've been working at my job lately at Sam's Club...I hate my manager, but I LOVE my job. The pay is pretty good too!! :D but my 동생 who works there quit so he could go to college a few cities over and I'm not going to be able to see him for a long time and that makes me really sad :( But on the other hand, I've also started looking into going to college online myself. I've been accepted into Westwood online to get my Associates in Applied Sciences for the Computer-Aided Drafting program. That means I'm going to school to learn how to design and create buildings and houses. It's something I'm very interested in. So I'm super happy about getting accepted even tho my grandfather won't even talk about it. He suggested I go back to school, but he won't accept the school I've already chosen, he just keeps telling me other schools to check into all the time...ugh. It's annoying me to no end but I'm still happy that if I get enough financial aid then I'll be able to start school!

On another note, I'm really happy with how my Banglo fic is coming along. For those of you who aren't reading it, here's a short synopsis of it: Yongguk has to work a probation program at a hospital where he meets Zelo, a patient there who has a tumor. The story follows the path of their friendship and growth as people over the course of the story. It also features the other BAP members. Himchan as Yongguk's best friend, Daehyun as Zelo's older brother, Youngjae as Dae and Zelo's best friend, as well as Jongup as another patient in the hospital. It's very angsty and cute at the same time. I try to update at least once a week, but sometimes I get more than that if I'm not working very much. I love getting comments on this story so if you're reading it then please, please comments are welcome! People keep begging me not to kill Zelo tho...hehehe since I doubt anyone reads my blogs anyway, I'm going to go ahead and say right here that Zelo doesn't die. But that's all the spoiler you get on this story OvO

Now the next topic I want to discuss is about my super duper old story "You're the Devil Pulling Me Into the Sea" I've not written on this story in I think over a year. But I'm working on finishing up the plot. I lost my old papers that I had about the story so I don't remember any of the scenes that I had thought up about it, but I do remember the vague details, like what was supposed to happen and who the bad guys really are and what's supposed to happen. I just need to redo the details and the scenes and stuff to get them fixed before I start writing it again. But probably some time in the next few months I'm going to start up on it again. Actually, even if it's not in a few months as soon as I finish the banglo fic, I'm going to start writing on this one again.

The next topic on this list is about that old series I was doing called Who Cums Next. It's got a really lame title and I'm kind of embarrassed about it, but you guys seemed to like it way back in the day XD But there was an issue a long time ago that had part 2 deleted. I'm working on rewriting it right now to post again XD It's not going to be like the original, if anyone even remembers what it was. I don't remember either. All I remember was that Taemin and Minho get it on in all sorts of very super positions and scenarios. XD It's going to be epic but there's no date right now set for me to post it...cause at this point, I only get a few lines written at a time before I give up again. 

Well, on the last note, I'm thinking about doing a writing contest. OvO I've wanted to do a contest for a while now. There'll be a prize for the winner. and a list of prompts to choose from and just some stuff that I'll add up later, but only if you guys are interested in it...but I don't want to do it unless you guys are gonna be into it, so please if you think it'll be a good idea for me to do a contest, then please please please comment or something and let me know if you'd participate or if you think it'd be a good idea.

in conclusion....I need more friends so guys, please talk to me PLEASE TALK TO ME I DO NOT BITE AND I SWEAR IM COOL I REALLY AM..I just want to fangirl with you over our favorite bands and talk about fics and make friends and have fun

Also, please check out and join Jaeneung RP that I've reopened after having it closed for a few months. We've only got about 15 players right now, but it's super active and super duper fun! So please please please join us there! We even have a wishlist and so many awesome characters open!