Ummm... So I've had an interesting afternoon... I guess...

I just kind of wanted to write this out, but I also wanted to tell somebody about this, and since I don't know any of you in real life, I figured that this would be a good place to.

I'm starting to think I'm somewhere in the aual spectrum.

I mean, I know for sure that I'm hetero-romantic because I feel romantically attracted to boys, and I love the idea of kissing and cuddling and think that that sounds fun, but I don't really feel ually attracted to anyone. I like the aesthetics of y concepts, sure, but that's kind of it. I remember in the past, I only heard that feels good, so I assumed that it was something that was enjoyable, but when I got older and learned more about it, it didn't and doesn't really sound that appealing.

I know I have to think this over some more before I tell anyone else.

I'll probably sound lame for saying this, but I took a few online tests about it too, and my results came out as aual... I'm kind of afraid to tell anyone about this because I'm scared that they'll try to use the fact that I like boys romatically against me, and I'm afraid that some people might think that I'm not truly aual if I am romantically attracted to people (even though, from what I've read, it seems more common than people think).

I just don't know.