I love your dedication to your idol(s). I love how you support them in every way you could, I love how you think/imagine about them, and I know that you imagine yourself with your bias, enjoying a picnic together, being lovey-dovey with each other. Chasing each other in the beach like those couples in the movie you watched, sleeping together while holding hands, walking hand in hand in the park, cuddling or just being homies and hanging out, eating here and there. 

Tell me, I made you smile right?

And I know the part that you hate, when reality strikes you hard in the midst of day dreaming. 

Don't you just hate reality? 

How it slaps you with the fact that you can't even make your bias remember your name? Or even look at you? Yet you're imagining things like that, I hate how reality always s at the best time. I hate how reality says, "You're pathetic, you don't have a chance with him, stop dreaming!" 

I know, you too right? 

But that's reality, no matter how much you hate it, you've gotta accept it. 

I hate the fact that I can't even converse with my bias. I hate the fact that I can't even end up with him, because he'll probably end up with someone who's richer, prettier, nicer, ier and much more better than me. 

I just hate that fact. 

I hate the fact that you've got to face, accept and live with reality, I just want to live in my fantasies where I can be with my bias, but that's impossible. I have to accept the reality...

But daydreaming or simply dreamin is alright, it just means you have plans for the future :)

Don't lose hope! You know, in 10 or 20 years, your bias could marry a fan ;) 

That fan could be you!

So for the mean time, just support your idol in everyway you could, especially when he's finally in a relationship, think about his happiness, because all of us wants our idol to be happy right?

I want to say more but I can't have a nice day~