I saw your face as the water slowly turned down my hair, sending shiver out my spine. It was fantastic. How you could flip anything inside my head with your bright smile-sparkling teeth. It was wonderful. How I let my self got in trouble everytime you came over and took my hand, offering me to dance under the beam of moonlight. And he was you. The perfect melody I was searching for. I still clearly remember the day when you called out my name, and all the girls around you set that oh-very-scary faces, as you ran and patted my back slowly. It was indeed amazing yet terrifying. And you chuckled. Let that beautiful sound escaped your lips as you offered me to take your hand, for the first time. Your blurry image approached my vision. I was taking shower and all the memories about our love-hate relationship took a place in my thoughts. Why should we break up? It was because we had the different path to walk. You were the one offering me the best solution, but I was the one and only one refusing it. It wasn't because I didn't love you. It was because I loved you so much till I couldn't think the other ways to keep our relationship up. It was because I wanted you to shine as bright as the star that you loved to see when we were together, sitting on the couch at our secret balcony. It was you afterall, the reason. And here we are. How could I let you go? There was no other reason as reasonable as you needed to. You needed to be alone. I cried. I yelled. I was mad. But, crying wouldn't solve anything. You still, wanted to be a star. The real star. And I, wanted to see you happy. Even though the happiness had killed my sanity, yet the sorrow of your past was on top of everything. I just didn't want to see you sad. Becoming an idol was your biggest dream, and I couldn't argue. And here I am. Spending so much time under the shower, thinking of you. Have you eaten? Are you okay? Do you even remember that today is the birthday of Deasy, our kitten which has fully grown up? Do you by any chance still love me like the way you did few years ago? Or, have you forgotten me? B is always next to C. No, it wasn't. Baekhyun would never stay beside Chaerim, and that's the fact. 140714 ***