Dear, 

I'm just going to tell you all about me being inactive. Because actually I was very busy and gonna be sooo busy till September.

My work , I'm not able to finish my job on time and always come home late after 8PM. It's ing tiring. Even though there's laptop in my house, I can't write anything  I've always been so freaking exhausted and I would end up sleeping with my notebook still on my laps =_=). I'm having a bad insomnia, like I can't sleep before 12 and wake up after 6 in the morning. My dark circles are getting worse day by day, and they make me look exactly like a zombie.

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW BAD I LOOK LIKE?

And this author block is driving me insane. I have so many things to spill out but my brain doesn't seem to listen on my command.  I can't write... I can't write....

I've tried writing in bahasa and it didn't work. It seems like God of writing didn't give me His power to write lol.

I'm sorry guys... I'm sorry... I know there's no one waiting for my story but at least I want you to know how exactly I do feel right now /cries pacific ocean/