I hope that maybe even just few of you would read this.

So I've been going around the 'graphics', 'graphicshops' & 'hiring' tag for a while now. I usually go for the new ones and ones that have just a few or 0 staffs yet. Lol and I also go for the shops that.. well, nevermind that.

I've been hired recently in this new graphic shop and I am very thrilled. Why? Idrk tbh. lmao It just makes me happy.

And moi is thinking a lot lately. And by a lot I mean A LOT. Lyk srsly haha...

ANYWAY.....

I'm kind of in the middle of a debate between me and myself on whether if I should or shouldn't make a graphic shop of my own. The reason why I want to make one is because I think it's really fun and I also like getting busy. Tbh after school, there's not much to do (other than homework ugh) so it'd be cool. And I also like it when someone actually appreciates the works that you, yourself made but hate. It brings a smile on my face like reallyyyy.

Now, onto the reason why I don't want to make one is 'cause I'm not a pro. I've been using photoshop for like 3 years (?), and yes I know what most of you are thinking.. 3 years of using photoshop but still like a beginner. /SOBS. I envy graphic artists who've only had like 3 months of experience but their graphics are amazing. :( Another reason is I'm very lazy. I'm the type of person who wants to try something out, but when just short amount of time passes by I get lazy and lose interest. This usually happens when I get really busy with stuff in the real world or just random. Heh.

I need help. If you mister/miss are reading this now, please help me and give me some advice, I'd really appreciate it. Thank you.

Guess that's all. I'm gonna go eat my chicken now. Bwaiiii