I seriously need someone to talk to. I can't talk to my family about this because they can't know about this. They don't really accept the fact that I'm gay, plus telling them I had a boyfriend would probably make them disown me. My friends, who were there during my drama sessions, are now in different universities. So basically, I'm alone. 

       Before yesterday, I kept saying that moving on was easy. And now I realize, I was absolutely wrong. My boyfriend and I broke up yesterday because of communication issues (we were in a long distance relationship, so yeah). Even though we both agreed on it, it still hurts. We agreed to still be friends, but everything feels awkward now (at least for me). 

       Frankly, I don't even know why I'm making this post. I guess I just had to let it all out. Any advice you can give me as to ease the  pain? As much as possible I will not eat my feelings. But whoever you are, even if you don't comment or whatever, I'm glad you took the time to read this. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee