It hurts.

Yey. Happy Birthday to me.

Chanyeol is my bias and Baekhyun is my second bias. During ST, Baekhyun was climbing his way up to take CY's place. Then Kris' lawsuit passed, he was entitled as the fearless one, Overdose MV is there - he was hot!, then the breathtaking live perfs of overdose... Yep he became my bias. 

I was really happy because I thought we're the same. A carefree person, diva-ish, eyeliner lover, queens etc. And I even made an OTP for us - BaekSeth (Seth is my nickname. Came from Allyssa Cheleth. Don't ask me how I made it.) Then our number is 1003 (BaekSet) I made him my wallpaper, my lockscreen pic, my desktop background, my fb cover, my twitter cover, twitter background, and he's always in my bio, and his name is always on the back of my notebooks. Like damn.

He promised not to have a girlfriend until what? 35? And what? He told us that he'll marry a fan. lol wtf. I know it's quite impossible. "He is a human too. He can fall in love bla bla bla." Yep we know that but seriously Baek, you didn't have to promise us a lie. "Promises are meant to be broken." I'm sorry what?

The worst thing here is, I'm a fan of both of them. Taeng. I just love Taeyeon she is like my dream sister. And I can never say mean words about her because honestly, there is nothing to say. I can move on, I just need time. 

Did I sound bitter? Newsflash people, I have this thing called "Feelings" too and I'm a human, Baekhyun is a human so it's normal for me to fall in love with him.

Wait.

Yeah.

I'm just a fan.

Lol sorry for being dramatic. HAHA.

Yeah. Happy Birthday to me.