Aiya!! :( Why do boys have to be so confusing! Mind reading another long, complicated story?! Ok, well I've told a few people about my situation but not what really, really happened so you guys only know the real story ^^ I highlighted the important stuff. Here it goes...

So I went down to my cousin's house for a graduation ceremony. Me and my cousin (younger sister of the one who is graduating)  were talking about who all was going to be there. Let's say her name is Krystal. Me and Krystal were talking about who all was going to be at the party and she mentions this guy who was our age. So I got interested and asked about him. He was white, and lets say this guy's name is Kevin. We were talking about him before the party even happened.

Now, when the party came along, I happened to see him. I wasn't interested in him cause he wasn't that cute and plus he was white... not trying to be racists but I thought he would be racists towards asians so I didn't interact with him. Well, me and Krystal went down to the basement and Kevin happened to be there. From there, me and Kevin started to talk and throughout the day, we got really close. Like... really close! ><

I'm going to skip some parts because I'll mention them later. So it's night time and everyone was leaving. Kevin didn't live around the area so he stayed at Krystal's house. Their relationship is, they are cousins by marriage. I was also not from the area but I stayed at our grandparent's house. Krystal asked if I wanted to sleep over and she also asked my sister, and lets say her name is Amber. We were able to sleep over that day and so me, Amber, Krystal, and Kevin watched a late night movie. We sat on a couch that looked like this

I sat on the very end of the longer piece.. ok! So we have that down! We were watching a zombie movie and I got kind of scared so I moved down on the floor, still by the area where I sat, BUT! I sat in between my sister Amber and Kevin. But I was still on the floor while they were on the couch. Not long after I was on the floor by myself, Kevin also decided to sit on the floor, right beside me. Now, throughout this movie, I could feel Kevin you know... getting closer to me. By the end of this movie, his elbow was touching me arm. 

For me, I didn't think too much of it because its like, 'hes touching me, so what. maybe he was touching me by accident'. Something like that. Well Krystal and Amber were still on the couch and they were giggling. I had a feeling that they were talking about me and Kevin. And not surprisingly, they were.

Alright! Now that the movie was over, we decided to get a midnight snack and ate RAMEN!!!!!!! Nothing really happened while eating... so I went back to where I was previously on the floor. I really wanted to know what Krystal and Amber were talking about so I went on Krystal's phone, only to find out that she deleted most of the conversation. But I did find out that they were talking about me and Kevin. They said

Stacey (my real name) and "Kevin" have been getting close recently. I see Kevin scooting closer to her!! ><

So I guess he was getting closer to me on purpose... while they were still eating their ramen, I layed down on a bunch of pillows. Kevin and all of them came  back but when he got to me, he told me to get up. Ok, but I said no and so guess what he did? He also layed down but he layed down on my stomach. His head was on my stomach and he was watching the movie like that.

Aiya!!! And to be honest, I was quite flustered over the situation and I have no idea why I didn't do anything~! The movie continued and I started to feel sleepy and I could feel my eyes getting heavy. I'm pretty sure Kevin was also tired so he turned to me and was like "You might as well get comfortable"... ok, I honestly didn't know what he meant by that so I got into a comfortable position and oh man... he legit cuddled me. Layed on his stomach and cuddled me like a pillow! His arm was around my waist and his head was still on my stomach. OH MY GODDD!! >///<

I honestly don't know what was going on through my mind.. :( but I did fall asleep. When I woke up, we were still in that position and the movie was almost over. Coincidentally, we woke up at the same time and he got off me *phew*

And from there, we started talking. It was a very nice talk if I have to say. But some stuff happened... 

I will be posting the second part after dinner :) please leave your thoughts cause I dont know what to do! >< Suggestions, scold me, comment, advise me... something please~!