Its hard for me now

Life is kinda hard for me now..... Ive been crushing on this guy. Well we've been friends when we were like grade 2 and i liked him since we were friends we were close those days. But now its different he turned meaner our friendship broke and I still like him its really hard to look at him with another girl. That girl and him hangs out alot like we use to do when we were friends. And seeing his comments in that girls photo. He also unfollowed me on instagram which kinda made me insecure i thought i was annoying posting to many selcas which made him annoyed and i post to many other photos. So i deleted my instagram account so i wont be annoying again. 

And which made it also harder was school. So i signed up for this school talent show and im taking dancing. Im doing a cover of Exo's Growl and people already made fun of me in the internet those people are from my school they made fun of me just because the music is kpop! So I lost self-confidence and I regreted that I signed up for the talent show cuz if I sign up I need to go to the auditions. 

Should i just give up on life.. Cuz i feel like there is not a reason to live in this world anymore....

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MinozBaby09 #1
Okay you know what? There are other fish in the sea. I know that sounds cliché, but it's true. If he's being mean to you, forget about him. Of course, it will be difficult but that's okay. And ignore the kpop haters, like seriously. They're just jelly of how close all of us kpoppers are xD be yourself!!!! And BLOWN THEIR MIND. GOOD LUCK AT THE TALENT SHOW~
bobjo1913 #2
Hes just a boy, dont mind him. U kno how boys r mean to who they like(?sometimes) um bout the kpop thing, well im kinda llike u, they dont tease me hard core, but wen I talk about it, there give wierd stares. Its ok, b who u wanna, not wat others want. Dont give up on life, u prob only lived like 15% of life. Ur wasting 85% bcuz u scared off wat others think. Keep on pushing, and dont look back. If that boy doesnt like u, then give him some time, and1 day, approach him and ask y he is like that. 아자아자 aja aja! 파이팅!! -from hawaii
ruthlovesehun #3
im kinda angry,not being angry on you but to your crush.he dont deserve any feelings you have on him.dont worry.there are many other guys.he is not the only guy.i hate it when our childhood guy friends act different when we are getting older.i guess you will know what i say when i said different...but dont take things the negative side,be positive..smile :)
oh and the kpop thing...i really3 understand how you'll feel when friends are making fun just because its kpop..seriously is it so wrong to like kpop?right? dont worry,im supporting you,no matter what pop it is,they don't have the right to laugh at others because of kpop...remember when you audition that some of us here in the world are supporting you,and the song you pick...i love it...i bet EXO will be also really proud to have you as their fan and greatfull you will be dancing in one of their hit songs..dont regret signing up..and yes,you do have a reason to live...like i said
THINk POSITIVE..
FIGHTING!!^^
SUPPORTING YOU FROM THE START..^^
I THINK YOU ARE AN EXOTIC SO...
WE ARE ONE^^(ps:its fun saying we are one he2)
wonwoono #4
People don't have a life so they are hating on others-.- People are making fun of me too for listening to kpop! Even my friends do that! But don't worry! Show them that you are strong and you are better then them. And about that boy, just show him the amounts of f** k you give about him. If he is mean, then he doesn't diserve you:3
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