Ahh I am almost out of ice cream!

Ever since I been born into this world I have been single. I have never dated nor had a boyfriend or anything.  It is not like I had not tried to go out with a guy. As much as I hate saying this and it feels so silly but as years go by this feels like a curse. When I was in high school I was asked out alot even by popular boys and at that time I had 0 interest in dating whatsoever. Then suddenly when I got into my 20's its like puberty caught up to me or something and BAM I was interested in guys.

So let me explain like why I feel like I am cursed. The first guy I tried to date was a DJ. We texted each other like every day and sometimes he was bashful because his English wasn't that good. My Spanish too so we were even stevens lol He even made me a song. Anyways everytime we  tried to go on a date something bad always happened. I got sick then he got sick. We tried to do a double date thing and my bff and her bf got into a huge fight and just gah...then finally when everything seem perfect. I got all dolled up and headed out to meet him for our date and guess what. He was arrested.XD HAHAHA Its funny now but it wasn't back then.

I need more ice cream T^T

Then this other time there was another guy I met from a friend and the problem with him was that he was trying WAY TOO HARD to be what he believed was my ideal. Like seriously he acted like those guys you see in dramas, anime and read in romance book. I know I am like dressed as a panda in my DP and I like cute stuff but I want my guy to be himself. Plus...its kinda weird to me unless the person is naturally like that. Also to add he was very very very very emotional to the point that I almost called him a girl twice when we texted each other. Things got too weird and eventually he just disappeared.

Then there was another guy I tried to go on a date with but he turned out to be a total with a really weird for me...which I will never mention EVER what he had towards me.

There was this one time where a guy was totally crazy in love for me as what he told my bff and he wanted to go out with me and get to know me and everything. Once he found out I was a he said. "I am not into that kinda thing." He disappeared.

Luhan share with me! I need it more than you!

Another time there was this cute guy who wanted to go out with me and  guess what my bff told him. "She only likes Asian and Latino men." I got called racist and he never spoke to me again. She so bad for that..he was nice.

That's it for now I don't wanna share anymore but seriously I just wanna go on 1 date. Just at least 1 before I die. I am so curious and wanna know what it's like. Is there anyone else cursed like me?

I don't know if this is cute or creepy >