Just when I thought my nightmares were over I had this dream half an hour ago. I decided to start blogging these or writing them down in a diary to help me be less afraid of them.

~DREAM START~

I was awaken by the sounds of a televison playing in this all white room. I was dressed up int these weird leather tribal like clothes while being strapped down in a white chair. Surrounding me were all sorts of people to regular everyday people to a few celebrities. Everyone was confused and scared asking lots of questions but then a man came on the screen on the tv and told us all that we were the select winners to be the first cast to be on his new tv show. It was called 24 hours. And that was because we had 24 hours to survive in the woods while some killers that were released from prisions from all over the world would be chasing after us. That was all that he revealed to us and I think I passed out or something because I don't remember anything else but waking up again in the woods. I was in a  group with Hobi and three other people who were friends of his. He said that he wanted to keep us all alive and that he knew these woods well. I wanted to ask him why he wanted to protect me since he didn't even know me..at least I didn't think he did but my brains went to mush when he held me close to him when I was falling behind. He kept saying I was precious and stuff >///< I dunno why but gah i  got all super shy. Anyways the show hadn't started the host of the show was allowing us to have a look around first to get an idea of where to hide and what could be dangerous spots to run. Hobi whispered to us really low about a cave he knew about hidden in the woods but he wouldn't show it to us now because he didn't want to cameras to see it. I suspected that this was a trick to use against us when the killers would come for us.

After what felt like twenty minutes our time was up and we had three minutes to hide or whatever we chose to do because the killers would be released to come for us. Things got so crazy because everyone was running around screaming in a panic and while Hobi was leading us towards where the cave was I got lost. I don't know how but I did and I ended up in some weird part of the words where some old forgotten village was. I bumped into an old man and I was thankful that he was not a killer but he didn't look like he was well enough to be on this show. I took his hand and told him I would lead him to a cave I heard about. We were rushing about trying to make it out the village and into the woods when we came across a group of killers. I happen to have a gun on me. (i forgot to mention that the host allowed each of us to have one gun and I chosed a rifle because of it's fire power) I was able to shoot one person before someone from behind hit me hard over the head and I fell onto the wet grass. The old man came to my side and tried helping me. I told him to run for it and that I would distract them while he got away but he refused to leave me. So then I tried to give him my gun so that he could at least kill a few of them but he said that he didn't believe in killing. He tried to make peace and reason with the killers but they just laughed and lashed at him. I laid there bleeding as I watched them kick him and stab him before I passed out.

When I woke up again I felt a wetness on my face. It was from Hoseok. He was holding me to his chest , he had thought I was dead and hugged me even tighter and told me that he would never allow me out of his sight again. I look away from him because I heard loud sobbing nearby and quickly regretted it. Laying there across from me before his friends was the old man. He was covered in so much blood and had the most painful look in his face while he laid there dead. I instantly bust into tears and Hobi made me look away and said everything would be ok and that the show was over and that he was taking me to get some medical attention. I didn't hear anything else he said because I couldn't stop crying and I still kept looking at the poor man. A screen came on in the sky and everyone looked up. It was slowly showing each person who was killed including Mark and Jackson from Got7 embracing each other with homophobic words carved onto their skin and flowers laying around their body. The last perople showed on the screen was me and the old guy and that's when I saw myself and I too just like Markson had the same type of words carved on my face. Then the host appeared on the screen and said that I was not dead and the killer who tried to murder me was upset by this. Also the host revealed to him that I was not a lesbian so he would have not gotten bonus points for killing me. YES BONUS POINTS. THe host revealed right after that the killers were told if they killed anyone who was gay they would get extra points added to their final score. This couple was grinning and all giddy and bragging about killing Markson and said they should get a double bonus for killing a gay couple and the host agreed to it and I just...remember throwing up and being disgusted. After that I woke up.

I don't know what this dream was suppose to me but I never want to have it again. ><