Never ending assignment. Kris will be leaving EXO. Homesick. Lovesick.

This is really too much feels for me to handle.

First, it's never ending assignment. I'm a college student for information and this never ending assignment is really frustrating me like A LOT. Last Tuesday, when I just had an extra class in the afternoon, I was like yeayyy I didn't have to wake up early, I could write the next chapter of my story, I could finish my book project which the deadline was the next day and it was just a dream because  the moment I woke up and checked my phone, my friend asked me to do our class project at 9 am and I have to go to my friend's house. At the first I was like okay maybe it won't take too much time to finish until I stucked in there until 2.30 pm and I excused myself because I had an extra class at 3 pm and the class just finished at 6.30 pm and I was exhausted and I haven't finished my book project and hell yeah the deadline was ing the next day. I couldn't handle my eyes not to close and I ended up sleeping when I arrived at my room and I woke up at 3 am and I finished the book project after more than one hour and I could't sleep anymore and the next day I yawned a lot and there are still another assignment that I have to finish soon.

Second, we all know that Kris will be leaving EXO and I really don't know how to react. He's not even my bias but I cried a lot because of him yesterday and my eyes still sore til now and I questioned myself how it feels like if I'm a kris stan, how could I still support EXO without Kris anymore. Until now, I don't understand what really happen.

Third, it's homesick. You know when you're too tired to handle all of this s and you just need your mom to do the simplest thing to you like hug you or something like that and you can do nothing but crying because you live far away from home.

Next, it's lovesick. Not only homesick, but lovesick as well. I have a crush and I just need to see him to make me feel little bit better but I can find him nowhere and I was like dreaming about him every single night and my friend said that I don't like him but I do love him and I was likebwhat the hell are you talking about and I just have to wait to meet him at Monday if I have my luck on me since tomorrow is weekend and I won't go to campus.

 I really don't know what to feel anymore. I'm so done with my own life. Goodbye world.