So…. Guys y’all know where I want to bring you once you read and open this blogpost right? Yea, it’s about him, my long crush. Do you remember my blogpost about him over 7 months ago? (I just looked up to see when I posted it ahehe). Nothing big happened between us. No intense meeting or message or something like that, but still, when we meet, we’re shaking hand and when there is a time, we’ll have a short conversation of teasing each other.

Nah, my community of major held an event yesterday and there he was, attending the event. It was kinda surprised to see him because he is not that kind of active student and he was there until the event finished! The thing is we’ve not been met each other for more than two weeks and then yesterday hfdksalivqnrqvhgjfdahakfh I don’t know what to feel anymore…. It’s a big event and it’s finished almost midnight and he didn’t used to stay until the end of the event and what did he just do yesterday? And the event was held in a big hall and he was with me all day long and… oh I’m sorry for being so random telling this stuffs, I can’t stop myself not repeating the scenes with him on the back of my mind.

Being a shy girl I am, I didn’t try to make any conversation at first since it’s so crowded right there and he took a seat on the back when I took a seat in the middle and the first time I saw him, I was like “Is that him?” I asked my friend and then I was like “Omg yes, that’s him!” (Excuse my eyes, I should wear glasses) and my friends were like telling me to greet him first but I didn’t want to…. We were like only taking some glances on each other with no words exchange. It’s not awkward at all. I loved it instead to see him seeing at me.

And everything began after lunch….. Since I have finished to show my responsibility report (LPJ in bahasa and yes, it was a big conference, where there was a plenary session and we were going to choose the new leader of our community and of course it took a long time), I did some assignments on my laptop and then I was too smart, I pretended like my laptop was out of battery and I searched for the electric socket because I knew the socket was on the back of the room, not too far from where he took a seat. I sat right there, waiting for him to greet me first AND THAT WAS HIM, APPROACHING ME RIGHT THERE! He then took a seat right next to me (Not to mention that we sat on the carpet, not on the chair because we want to be close to each other among our seniors and juniors in our major and YOU CAN IMAGINE HAVE YOUR CRUSH SITTING CLOSE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU)

At the first, when I typed something on my laptop, he asked me what I was doing and I don’t know even until now it was possible to happen, having him laid on my lap like WHAT WAS THAT? AND YEA WE WERE ON THE BACK OF THE ROOM WHEN EVERYONE HAD THEIR ATTENTION TO THE FRONT AND HIDOQHVQHVBVNKVLJKHGGHNQIFHQ. We were talking random stuffs and I tried my best not to squeal like a typical fangirl and we didn't took any attention on what's going right on the presidium table anymore xD

I don’t know why but once after the break time finished, either I or he took the same spot to sit like REALLY? And there I was doing another assignment. This time I should write the assignment on the paper and being the cute guy he was, he massaged my leg and my arm when I told him I felt rigid (Such a grandma xD) LOL and he told me to stop if I can’t concentrate and took a time to breathe for awhile.

I can’t ask more than this, right? :’’’’’’

 But then God gave me another scene when there was a time I heaved a long sigh and leaned on him and he caressed my head and asked, “Tired, huh?” HDSAJKFVHOIEYRFQPOVHTIPQGGHJIDHSFISAHFIAIRQHCDOQOI IT WAS THE MOST PRECIOUS SECONDS WITH HIM BECAUSE CARESSING HEAD IS THE POINT OF MY WEAKNESS!!!!

I can’t continue writing this blogpost….. I drown in overwhelming happiness….