why is it so hard


 

Yesterday, my pet cat died.

Do you know that feeling when you see your love ones in a heart-breaking state, yet you can't do anything due to circumstances?

It's really painful for my side..

We can't even give him a descent burial, due to circumstances again.

I'm really mad of myself.

 

How can I continue being blackCATGIRL without you? 3

 

I'm  really missing you, pal. I don't know what to do my life anymore.. it's so boring and duller without you..

You've been a good companion for almost four years --well even you're troll sometimes-- yet here, Iam. I'am a failure to be your owner.. I'm such an irresponsible friend.

I'm really sorry.

I keep on trying to move-on but it's really hard. Everywhere I go in this part of the house, especially that particular staircase we've always stayed at -- where i'm singing so randomly, dancing so un-gracefully and you watching me, un-amused-- it always reminds me of you. When I checked on my photos, my ig account--it always reminds me of you.

Cheese-maniac, munyung-sshi, hipster, KoKo, city hunter,

Our Munyung,

May you rest in peace..

I love you so much.. you always have a special place in my heart.. I'll always cherish our memories together..

You will be surely missed!

T^^^^T

 

 

04/06/14 

 

"The road to my heart is paved with pawprints."

-anonymous

 

 

XOXO,

blackcatgirl14

 


 

 

 

 

 

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snowcastles
#1
Aww, I'm so sorry to hear this. Hopefully, Munyung will watch over you, in a better place from now on. Even when he's no longer by your side, those happy memories you've both shared won't ever fade. D:

This almost made me cry, aww. I'm such a softie. x( Hope you'll feel better soon!
Wonachan
#2
*huggies* I know your feelings...It must take a while for the pain to subside...keeping another cat would help.
vinylbeast
#3
aww... we're sorry.