Not all people are like you, okay?

Sometimes, even people with the noblest of intentions can screw up in their delivery and execution of those intentions.

I admit. I'm busted up. I'm busted up over KhunFany. I love Tiffany. I really do. Despite the nature and the content of my fanfics here, I love Hwang Miyoung. And of course, I'm nursing a broken heart right now (again, and it's been such a short time since my ex broke up with me and pretty much screwed all my plans). Miyoung-ssi made me smile again, and if she ever saw me in person, she would had have me at my worst.

I'm more busted up over KhunFany more than YoonGi and SooHo combined. That's how much I love Miyoung-ssi.

But what pisses me off is that a lot of the "more rational" fans are rubbing salt over wounds with their jokes and quips over it. WE GET IT. WE DON'T HAVE A CHANCE. WE GET IT. I GET IT. I GET IT THAT I SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR FANY. AND YOU DON'T SEE ME ALL CRYING AND WAILING OVER IT. YOU DON'T SEE ME HATING ON KHUN. I tried just to keep this to myself but I'm so pissed off about their attitudes and posts that I just had to let this out. 

I am happy for Fany that she found such a nice guy in Khun. But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't hurting. AND THAT'S THE WORSE PART. These "more rational" fans kid around people who are GENUINELY hurting over the whole thing, calling everyone delusional. WHAT? IS IT MY FAULT NOW THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH HWANG MIYOUNG? I thought falling in love never chooses its time or place? I thought falling in love simply happens. AND NOW YOU KID AROUND OVER IT?

I tried to stay positive about it. I tried to keep all of my hurting to myself. But these people aren't helping one bit. Not at all. I AM NOT LIKE YOU, OKAY?. People are different, with different reactions and different attitudes and different perspectives. I'M SORRY IF I'M NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO SMILE AND WAVE AND CELEBRATE THE WAY YOU GUYS DO.

 

 

I just had to let it out. I even looked up to some of these "more rational" fans. And my disappointment in them just made it worse for me right now.

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FullmetalTitan #1
I think it's wrong how some fans are treating Nickhun right now. I get they are very protective of Tiffany, but, she's a grown woman and we are not her parents. We can't dictate who she chooses to date or possibly marry someday that's HER decision and only hers. I think some KhunFany fans however are being very, very rude just like some Tiffany fans. I've even heard KhunFany fans say 'You can't ship Fany with anyone else now!' which is a wrong thing to say -__- Can't they just, be supportive of Nickhun and Tiffany? I'm sure they'd feel upset if they found out how some fans were behaving. And I'm sure Nickhun is a nice enough guy to treat Tiffany well, that's all I care about.
YoonaILY90 #2
Fighting! Just keep you head up.... Not only will sones support the girls they also support each other! Don't give up! I feel what your going through all of the girls dating at the moment are my favs.... (Although my main bias is still single *hopefully) just don't give up and don't give up on the girls!
DarkZephyr #3
AND kyungho too,
DarkZephyr #4
Bro, I understand your sadness, but it is a good thing that they started dating. Ask yourself. And everyone here, ask yourself. CAN YOU TAKE CARE OF THEM BETTER THAN LEE SEUNG-GI AND NICKHUN? At least you know they are in good hands, if the guys dare cheat, not only you, all the sones will go find them and bash them until they are s.
OCFan99 #5
I lost all my effort from finishing my present school year just to hear the news of some SNSD members were already dating...!
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It felt really good to be honest if there was some freak accidents happened to their boyfriends...But I can imagine the girls reaction if that really happened and I'm sure the girls might never get themselves concentrated from their loss...Please don't think I am bad person, I'm only just saying once for a while since I was thinking about it almost a whole time and I got myself a very good imagination though.

But seriously, please don't think I am really a bad person from saying that.
SNSDLover1708 #6
i can understand how you feel. if the same thing happen to Jessica, I will feel what you are feeling right now. that is why I am supporting you and your fics... well, let's just hope one day we will meet someone who is just like tiffany or jessica... who knows, they might not be the exact same person but have the same character and things like that... anyway, stay strong and as a fellow author, i am here for you, buddy.
OCFan99 #7
Good thing you're not the only one who felt this way but I really hated it whenever I heard some female idols whom I really liked before were been taken by some random male idols that I don't really like at all...Plus, I suddenly stopped updating my stories due from hearing the news of Yoona & Lee were already dating and also I got the worst bad luck ever when I heard Sooyoung was also dating too...!

And this month, I never expect that this day would come but Tiffany was dating Nichkhun all this time...I mean, what the hell! I'm sure this is just a fake rumour but now it really was true and not to mention there is also a rumour that Kim Hyoyeon is dating also...Crap...You know what?, I noticed in this website there's not that much authors creating more or either updating stories that is all about OC X Girls(SNSD)...I guess everyone guy got a heart broken from hearing the news...Oh man, I wish there should be a time machine that could prevent the male idols from dating the members of Girls'Generation/SNSD(LOL)...Too bad. ;(
rayrene #8
And sorry, there's so much typo in that long comment lol
rayrene #9
YASS!!!! Finally, someone has spoken my what I felt inside about all of soshi dating thingy. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I FEEL ABOUT SOOYOUNG DATING KYUNGHO. I know that she's happy with kyungho and I'm trying really really hard to face the reality. It's still hurt for me. Call me freak or delusional or crazy or anything, my grandma just passed away a week before sooyoung's dating revealation. I'm really close with my grandma and I'm really hurt when she left me. But I'm more hurting when theres a news about sooyoung dating kyungho. I am totally a freak. I know that. I know how you feel, buddy. You're not alone. I'm actually relieve knowing that there's someone out there feeling the same as me about all of this dating thingy. It's hard, I know. They told me to take it and move on. But I can't, not now. I still love sooyoung so much. Sorry for the long comment, dude. I just want to let you know that u're not alone. Cheer up and continue to make the best fanfic!
supersaiyan #10
Just let it out dude....we here for you.....
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