I don't know what to do with my future

I don't know what to take on college. 

My grandparents and parents want me to be a doctor. If you ask me what I want? I really don't have an idea but there's one thing I'm sure, I don't want to be a doctor. I have so many dreams and there's a long list of them. 

I do want to have a big name (doctor, lawyer, dentist, archi, engnr) But it still doesn't matter if I don't like doing what I am doing. In two months, I'll be on my last year in Highschool (16years old) and College is so near. My school is that kind with a high standard in the field of curricular things. And everyone expects me to get a higher rank in life. 

I. DON'T. KNOW.

 

I want to be a Musician. That's what I do ever since I'm a little kid. Music just makes me feel so goddamn good. It brings the best out of me. You may say that my reason is so low but this thing is so deep for me. I listen and I make. It's like fiction. I read then I write.

I don't know how to say this to them. I want them to support me. I really want this. (I also want to go to Julliards but that is just so unreachable) I want to take music in college. Ugh this is just so hard

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favourgrace #1
You aren't the only one feeling that :)
I suggest you to take an aptitude test or career assessments or set an appointment with a counsellor :D Discover yourself, think of your interests, think of the things you value, your dreams. Consider those and yourself, mainly.

Try thinking of these:
Your interests:
What excites or energizes you?
What activities do you engage in outside of class?
What issues are you passionate about?
Your values:
What motivates you to do your best?
What is important to you?
What do you want to get out of work?
Your skills:
What do you do well? What are your strengths?
What do your friends or family often come to you for help with?
What are your natural abilities?
Your dreams:
What would you love to do if you knew that you would succeed? What would be the perfect job for you?
Where do you see yourself in 10 to 15 years?
If you could take on anyone’s job, what would it be?

^copied from a site.

Tbvh, I feel the same way you do, but I'm starting to clear my path already. If you need any help, I'm here :)
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