Okay.

So, earlier I was talking to my boyfriend, and we kind-of almost had a fight. I honestly don't know if you could consider it a fight, but this is what happened:

My mother sat me down earlier today, and she was talking to me about my relationship. Now, I love my mom (don't get me wrong) But it's my relationship. I know she means well, and I did sit there and listen to her, but what she had to say, wasn't what I wanted to hear. So! I just said, "Okay, mom. I'll think about that, I love you too." and went about my merry way. But, of course, what she said did bother me.

After that happened, I wasn't necessarily mad at her, but I did get a little peeved. So, instead of putting it on here, or FB or whatever, I texted Cody (Le Boyfriend) and just talked to him about it. (I didn't rant, I didn't rave, I wasn't mad. We simply talked about it.)

Now, I didn't give him all the information that my mom had said, because some of it was a little hurtful towards him and I didn't want him to know that. He kind-of jumped to his own conclusion and thought that she was upset about how we're still in the "Puppy-Dog Phase" of our relationship. (You ladies who are taken know exactly what I mean)

And the way he put it, well, it went like this:

"Well, it's two months into the relationship baby doll it's time to get a little serious."

Now, I had to sit there and take a minute before I responded. Cause at first, I wanted to fly off and be like, "Oh, do you not think I'm serious? I've talked to you about my cutting, I've talked to you about my daddy issues, I've talked to you about my trust issues, and you think I'm not serious?" But, that was just my anger getting the best of me. So I typed this instead:

"I thought we were serious. Yeah, we have our moments when we go all Puppy-Dog, but that's normal."

And then he apologized and said that he was tired, that he wasn't thinking straight because of it, and that I was right. So I told him to take a nap, he said okay that he would text me when he wakes up.

That was five hours ago.

I know he's tired, but he can't be that tired.

And it's past nine. (here in my time)

Some of my unnies and dongsangs who I'm close to on here, know that he calls me every night at nine. (Idk it's jsut something he's done ever since we started dating) And it's not normal for him to just ignore me like this.

So, there are one of three things going on here:

1) He's extremly tired and he's still sleeping

2) He's busy doing something with his family and he'll respond to me later

3) He's ignoring me because he's mad at me for earlier

Honest to God, I don't know which one it is, and it's freaking me out.

Should I be concerned about this? Should I call him? Cause I did send him a text and asked him if he was awake, but that was like almost thirty minutes ago. (And he has not responded to me)

Or should I just let it go? Like he'll call me whenever.

I don't know, it jsut worries me for some reason, cause I feel like he's ignoring me, and for some reason it scares me.

I really want  to cry right now, and I don't know why, I just feel like something bad is going to happen, like this whoole ing thing has "Bad Juju" written all over it.

Can someone please help me?

-Kyla