Wowee why am I still thinking so much at like...1AM when I should sleep. LMAO. I'll probably make this blog post a little decent-er when I'm on my PC tomorrow cause now I'm on my phone as I type this out.

Or maybe not, cause I'm lazy piece of fudge. <3

Anyway, a lot of people who know me personally will...well, know...that I was in Hong Kong a few months ago to vist duh relatives (and I came back as a brand new 16 yr old teen~ *flips hair*). My auntie and I actually had a giant movie spree at the cinemas during my stay and I watched 5 movies in total during my time there. @_@"

Getting straight to the point, I felt so inspired by these movies, minus that gambling movie with that famous HK actor Chow Yunfat or something like that in it...? LMAO apparently it's showcasing here in Melbourne from a poster I saw and I was like...LOL. XD

WOW I GET SO OFF-TOPIC AT NIGHT EY?

OTL SOOOO THERE WERE 2 MOVIES THAT I REALLY FELT AN IMPACT FROM. There was one I saw a bit of in the onboard entertainment thing on the plane with F.T. Island's Hongki in it called 'Rockin' On Heaven's Door' or something AND OH MY GOSH FEELS CAUSE IT'S SO...TOUCHING AND INSPIRING AND UGGGH I NEED TO REWATCH IT ONE DAY AND FREAKING ANALYSE THE WHOLE FREAKING FILM cause the storyline is heavenly. No pun intended. Touches on death yet these patients were so optimistic and changed the heart of Honk's character.

I would honestly want to write stories that have that similar feel to the audience too but TBH I'm really not good with arranging words and past experience tells me that I'm too slow to be a successful author here. OTL Plus, I can't angst. I'm too happy for my own good.

Soooo, I've resorted to the first film I watched with my aunt. 'Girl In The Sunny Place' is a Japanese movie that was showcased in HK while I was there due to its popularity and good ratings in its country of origin. I CAN'T EXACTLY SAY WHETHER THIS PLOT IS UNIQUE OR JUST PLAIN CLICHE. Maybe you would classify as a cliche romance story with an unique magical fantasy twist. Your typical fanfic.

Long story short, to spoil it for you guys, the girl was actually a cat.

But daaamn, after watching that movie I felt SO inspired to write a fanfic based on that. Except maybe swap the gender roles, so boy is a cat. I can't help but think of Sungjong, partly because he's my INFINITE bias but also because he's always depicted as a kitty in many fics here on AFF. e.e;;

He would definitely make a convincing kitty boy. Reow~ ;)

Thing is though, this kind of storyline makes a good hard series too. And yes I'm thinking of MyungJong right now. Effed up stories make the main seme man screw the uke kitty boy and that's practically having with someone who is half animal half human. Um...?

I'm not comfortable with writing detailed , especially . As much as I squeal over the cuteness of (and yes I'm revealing a dirty secret here...DX), it clearly does not accurately display what homouality is in reality and sometimes it bugs me. I feel that it blinds certain fangirls of what the consequences of gay love really are in this society. I'm pretty sure that there is no such thing as a 'seme' and 'uke' in real life. To be honest, isn't really all that pretty either. Gay people does not equate to pretty, feminine men. Just look at bara. I feel like puking already.

Once again I'm on another topic. orz orz

So being the contradicting self I am and settling the possible MyungJong ideas and feels aside, I'm considering writing a Sungjong X OC fic based on this movie. Of course, I would tweak the story so it actually /makes sense/ and that it applies to the relationship.

BUT I SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO THINK ABOUT WRITING FANFICS, LET ALONE ACTUALLY WRITING ONE causeineverfinishmyficsandilljustendupdeletingit. DX

I /DO/ HAVE SCHOOL.

SCHOOL.

SCHOOOOOL!!

And I'm in VCE this year anyway, LOL. I should be focusing on my studies rather than K-pop in general CAUSE I AM SOOOO BEHIND IN CHEM AND HALF OF MY HW IS STILL OVERDUE FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS AND UGGGGH I REGRET CHOOSING CHEMISTRY I SHOULD'VE PICKED HEALTH & HUMAN DEVELOPMENT! DX DX DX

Prepare for failure, Janice.

#howtofailvceandthereforeruintherestofyourlife101