IM IN LOVE WITH A GAY!?

Yea so.. basically the title explains itself. I have a friend named Jason.. he's gay well bi but youre still considered gay here and im the same way. Ive been knowing him almost two years and i didnt really start getting these feelings til july. I even found myself almost confessing. I said

"I wont tell you how i love you.. or why i love you but i do"

and he said

"Aww Vaughnie i love you too <3"

He's not clueless but i dont think he really knows how much i love him. I love him in different ways. One minute i want to hug,hold and kiss him. The next i wanna protect him like older siblings do because he hasnt expierence much love things or so he says and because he's so depressed. Depressed to the point where it makes me sad. When he hurts, i hurt. When ever i get sick, i dont even like to tell him because he gets sad and stuff and all i want to do is make him happy.

I kinda dont mind confessing.. i dont expect to get the love in return but im afraid to tell him because i dont want any awkwardness between us. Hes super understanding and i really feel like i need to get this off my chest, out of my mind. Ya know?

What should i do?

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BananaBear #1 Feb 17, 2014 20:42:33

I loved my best friend, and his name is Jimmy. He's adorable, my age (16) and was born in China with a bit of an accent. I told him one day on facebook that i had a crush on him and he was totally cool with it. Mind you, he didn't like me back, but I was still happy. Nothing changed between us and we are still really good friends.

I actually don't date straight guys... I'm not going into detail, but let's just say that I wanna wear the pants *coughscockcoughs* in the relationship. Straight guys have their nose so far up their own sometimes I wanna bash their head in. So yeah, power to ya girl. tell him, but just be relaxed and be like "Hey there, I know you don't like me back, but I just wanted to say I like you more than a friend." Believe me, you'll be fine. HWAITING!!