Well... I didn't know how I was going to feel and I did have thoughts of this and it just happened.. I just had a miscarriage. I wasnt 100% if I was pregnant because my urine test were negative, but my body was being weird. I was told to get a blood test done because my hCG levels probably weren't high enough, but I didnt want to. I didnt want to hear I was pregnant. I had went over and over in my mind what was I going to do if I was pregnant.. Im pro choice so Im sure you know what my decision was, and my parents were giving me no choice. Even though I was going to rid myself of the baby, I never said it was going to be easy. I've been crying... I dont really know what to feel. this being a second time for me, really has me torn up because now I'm thinking I cant have children at all. Well.. that's all... I will still update stories this weekend as I promised. Wait for Author-nim please. :)