OMG! 

When is the last time I write here? It seems like it's been long since the Tasty's debut. And so much happen in one year. Don't you all agree? 

I've met new friends and lost some old friends. Make some new relations but ended not too well and I lost them too. Realized that friendship is more complicated than we used to think. At least, in my case, it is. Well, in one year, I experienced some things that I never expected. And this, is one of them.

I know them for the first time when they were promoting Rock Your Body. At that time, my cheap ears found that their song is catchy and I like it. But that's it. Before, I knew them gonna debut because my friend told me. Since MBLAQ appeared in their show, my A+ fellows starting to talk abt them. But that time, I wasn't interested. 

But then, curiousity came. Because my friend keeps talking abt the guy named Leo on twitter. And then there, the show called The Romantic and Idol, that aired the second season, casted N from VIXX. Since I watched the first seaosn, and I see there's Jonghoon and Kevin, I watced it. There I found my first interest with VIXX through N.

So, after that I watch MyDol (I actually want to watch the episode where MBLAQ members appear but since I thought they are appear from the first episode I ended downloaded the show from the start) and I start to feel interested. Blame the show!! :P

After that, I started to talk about them on twitter with my friend. Become worse after I got sooooo addicted to On and On. And then bought the towell and the Hyde mini album. Before, I didn't plan to buy the rest of the album because they are just a single with 3 songs in each album. But here goes the madness. I am starting to get addicted to them. Despite the good songs they have, I started to look more at each member. And I started to collecting their albums. Now, I have them all. Oh and when they came to Indonesia, I came to the venue and can stand so close to N when they were walking from dressing room to waiting room. GOSH THAT SO UNBELIEVABLE I KNOW AND I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT MYSELF I'VE SEEN THEM IN FLESH!! OH. MY. GOD.

My bias is N. And my first ever OTP is Neo, LeoN you name it. It is the fastest OTP I've ever like. I mean, I started like Woogyu after... Sesame Player. But I don't really need much time to ship N and Leo. Strange... I feel weird. What happened to me? Hahahaha...

And then, everything is become so blur to me. I am no longer talking about Infinite, not catching up their news, made new twitter account just to spazz about VIXX and found some new friends to spazz. Now, I can easily get touched, cried, frustrated, distracted if it comes for VIXX. Esp for Hakyeon (I am now call him by his name not his nick, it's N). Photos in my phone are full with him and VIXX. Not even a selca of mine. Lol. 

So, I think, VIXX is my obsession now. I don't know how long it will last, but for now, I will enjoy the feeling. The feeling of this madness. The feels that VIXX are rocking my world upside down. 

Hope they will be my last fandom tho. I still gonna listen to other kpop songs but, for now, I don't wanna dig for some new groups. I can't stand the crowd very well. Hahaha...

Well well... so long? Actually I don't really remember the timeline abt since when and until I become crazy about VIXX. So I just wrote about things I remember. There are so many things happened since I become Starlight. OH AND THE CRAZIEST OF ALL IS THAT I APPLIED TO BE OFFICIAL STARLIGHT. I don't even think twice. While I think thousand times to applied for official A+ and Inspirit. I think I lost my sanity right now. 

Huff... and now, I can't even hold my excitement everytime I see their pics. It's killing me slowly but I'm happy.

Anyway, I think I will spend my time to watch them carefully. I already fall deep for them and I will treasure it. 

See you... again I guess. I think I will write more in the future. Byeeeee now...

Love

-Nao