I i have suffered for a very long time.

I was so screwd up.

I believed that my life is all too ed up.!

Why? Because of you.

Because you left me.

You broke my heart

. !i was so into believing that my life is one hell of a curse without you.

That without you i cant live happily.

That I will never be complete and i will never really be me.

I was so broken because i can never treat you as a part of my past.

I can never let you go.

coz you are always gonna be a part of me.

inside of me.

I was so pathetic.

Coz it took me a really, really long time to realize that i was never really in love you.

I was just so inlove with the idea of being in love with you, now i know.