Well basically, i am just so bored so here i am writing this blog.

It feels so creepy that these past few months, my typical mood was,one moment i'm cool then with a blink of an eye,i'm freakin in a bad mood.

Maybe because there are things i wanna do that i am not allowed to do.like going somewhere i really really wanna go to.(i won't tell here.lol)

it is really freakin hard to live a life full of expectations.very high expectations for that matter.little mistakes and people will make a big deal out of it.like i'm not allowed to make mistakes! 

So typically,my life is boring. With a lot of routinary-goodgirl-follow the book-be perfect person frame.

I wish I could sleep for a thousand years and eventually wake up and live life like i want it to in a different time.where people don't expect me to be perfect. A time where i can be who i am. An angel with a devil's smile....