this weekend would be the last time for us to study for a quiz for this year~!!!!!! yey! but we need to do at least some reading a day, ideally. well, i hope i'd be able to do some a week, at least. next year's quiz will be difficult too. anyway...

 hoooo my gawd! FC actually blurted out (well it was in the library, which was quieter than usual coz there wasn't any people. and he really doesn't know how to tone down his voice) "You have a crush on ______, right?" 

and i was like (inner gasps. spot on. mershi calm down. act ignorant): "What! of course not?!"

oh my god~ why i acted ignorant coz.... ____ (med crush now. let's call him 69, coz that's what he usually gets printed in his personalized shirts.) was there! on the other table! talking to top student! 

FC: *just insert teasing voice* you have a crush don't you? *insert teasing poking..?*

Me: no! i don't okay. shut up! *insert poking threats...?*

FC: really, then i'll call him.

Me: no. *more poking threats and pinching threats..?*

FC: if you give me a hug i won't call him. 

Me: No. I don't have a crush on him, really.

we calmed down. but he started teasing again and he called 69 actually after saying "okay, give me a kiss." of course i said no to everything.. so i ignored him. if 69 did look. my friend (who knows of my crush on 69) just laughed at us. coz we looked funny she said, though she knew that it's coz FC guessed it dead on. 

after that, i heard friend muttered 'pasulyap-sulyap' ---> is like 'stealing glances' which what i was doing when 69 and his friend went to the doors, of course i covered my line of vision from FC who was sitting beside me and contained my inner happiness from seeing just his back and my nervousness from being exposed. 

top student said, after sharing it to bff who came that afternoon, that she was laughing when she heard us and thought 'the moves of this guy was so obvious' ----> you know 'moves like jagger we kinda associate 'ways of hitting or advancing on someone as 'the moves...' or 'moves like...' using moves like jagger tone. she was probably referring to FC. idk. it's srsly not me or 69. she'd have told me moves this girl (in denying) haha

idk... bball team capt said: FC has a huge(?) crush on me...? well i've been told that already (the crush part) by bff, enemy forever, top student (i think) and FC himself.... but... FC has a gf. he's really lucky that she's not the jealous type. and as friend said: she probably knows he's a liar. hahahahaha. 

so i know even people in a relationship aren't withheld of having crushes, bff has a lot, like me!!!! ^___^ but.... FC. ummm... guess he's thick skinned. maybe i should ask him to introduce me to some guys. lol. still.. hooo my gawd on that 69-incident!

*random: oh! oh! did you know there's a lunar eclipse and everyone is stating about it in FB?! haha... i was like "why's the moon half now?" coz the last time i saw it was a full moon. then my friend texted me that it's lunar eclipse tonight and i was like... "oh, it looks like a monocyte now." after i went out to check.... then she texted me again saying it's a red moon. and i was like "oh it's 'Lobo' (it's a local drama about a werewolf girl and dhampir boy falling in love against all odds) the fated one is here." and "hmmm...it looks like a rubricyte. wait rubriblast..?" ---> so i was associating the moon with words i could remember in hematology. big whoop! i failed that module too!

*random 2: i was originally planning to see my mom's performance for my dad's company party but.... why do they have to start early? i was still at school during the afternoon - cramming my brains off which probably didn't absorbed much coz when i read the photocopy of one of the previous test papers i have. I. DON'T. KNOW. THEM. probably because they were more on biochem.... *gasps* the un-date-able biochem! i was actually in time for the finale and saw the 'hand performance' using backlight thingy (hope its understandable) then D-I-N-N-E-RRRRRRR!!!!! 

but after that.... i studied at my dad's office... like a boss *arrogantly nods head* haha... but in actuality i was more like my dad's office comfort room/rest room secretary. people come in asking if they can use or will use the bathroom and i update them if it's okay or someone's using it.... few minutes or an hour of excruciating reading the last pages of what i need to read in this particular book i took a shut eye and almost went to dream land! o.0 i know i was tired but i didn't know i was THAT tired. oh well,  that's when i started reading the test paper and realized i really really have a lot to read.