so when i woke up around noon, i saw my younger brother opening up the CPU, and i thought 

what the heck is he doing? he is a mech engineering student not a ECE student or some other course that deals with computers but then again, its a machine so its fine i guess

then he returned it and grabbed my moms tablet to watch Shingeki no Kyoujin and the worse possible thought came to mind:

the CPU is busted. 

i dreaded asking but i had to and when he affirmed it i could feel my heart shatter and those broken glasses effects resounding behind me as background. 

oh fuuuuuucccckkkk PLAYTHINGs new installment was saved in the PC not in my lappie. 

i can probably start from scratch or something but i dont think i can. OTL my minds already moved on to the next chapter or next event. so theres just two chapters more or less, thats the upside. the downside is i dont know when theyd have it fixed. why now? why when i have borrowed time from the earthquake and aftershock. why now when we are temporarily homeschooled because of the disaster... again borrowed time. ugh

why not use my lappie instead..? well. it has its own drama. the keyboards half busted. notice how i dont have exclamation points or apostrophes or other symbols other than a question mark [?]..???? i have to add titan strength just to punch in numbers. 

i wanna cry right now. the upside.. i could do the tasks sent by the college little by little. and maybe i could continue some other BAP fic instead. the downside... the tab would be a bit difficult to type in but i guess that would be better than the laptop. 

lesson of the day: back up, probably in my email or something or usb as long as its easily transferable. sigh. sigh. sigh. SIIIIGGGGHHHH.... OTL OTL OTL 

i wanted to write the , the drama, the ending... why CPU you give up now????