Mentally Harassed
(...came up with a lame title, I'm so so sorry)
Heyyーho!
How are you guys? I'm pretty sure not everyone will waste their time to read this but for those whose willing to read my crap...
Let me give you a warm hug! ＼(^o^)／
Let me give you a warm hug! ＼(^o^)／
Anyway, I decided to write this because I don't know where will I let out everything that's been bugging me for the last few days.
The last time I updated my stories was like a week ago, three weeks ago and a month ago. And yes, I feel guilty about it. I am also a reader like everyone else and to be honest, I feel sad whenever the stories I read will take like months to update. Sometimes, I had to read everything again so that the story will stay fresh in my mind. And for my readers, I don't want them to fall out of my stories. I mean, you guys are all so sweet and you all deserve to be fed with regular updates.
As much as I wanted to update every single day with a new chapter, I just couldn't. I've been so occupied with a lot of school works right now and it's really making me feel like crap. Sometimes, I'll stay up late until 2AM and wake up for school at 4AM and (I swear) the sleep felt like the best two hours of my life. My day usually consists of breathing, studying, digital painting, designing, drawing and other stuff I have to do. I'm a mess.
Before I go to sleep, I usually check aff on my phone and reply to new comments (and sometimes read story updates). It makes me feel good after a long day of stress. You all make sweet sweet sweet encouraging statements and it makes me feel awed. I'm just so lucky to have such subscribers. (Hugs.)
I just want to express my deepest gratitude.
Stab me and you'll find it in my heart. (Aw!)
*Anyway, I just want to ask if you guys can recommend me good Baekhyun fics (Rated or not, it's okay.)? I'm currently reading CFdork's fics (God, I love miyoung and eunhae.) and Teach Me is like one of my favorite story ever. Also, check out twixxio's Too Blind To See! I swear, she's one of the best Baekhyun fic writers out there. I couldn't even compare myself to these awesome people.
**Also, I just wanted to say something.
[SCREAMS] EXO WON THREE ING AWARDS FOR SEOUL MUSIC AWARDS! I'm going to piss myself.
And this is how he looks like tonight, even more reason to be harassed mentally without him knowing he's actually harassing me.
I'm so done with this guy. Goodbye.
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